Anyone else have 100% confidence in the afterlife and are waiting for death, bored of life but can't commit suicide because of loved ones that are alive? I really need something supernatural to happen in my life, I'm bored of every medium of entertainment and every hobby. Terrorist attacks are boring, diseases are boring, war is boring, politics are boring. I can't wait to die. I'm waiting in the waiting room of life.

We need something supernatural like aliens visiting Earth, inner Earth beings coming out of Earth, etc, because this life is about as exciting as a box of rocks.

If you listen to this you’ll become supercharged in the astral. Some nights your dreams will go on for lifetimes and you’ll be slaying demons the entire time other nights you’ll have really odd dreams that don’t make a lot of sense that were interesting and cool. I understand how you are feeling but trust that there’s a war going on much bigger than you right now for your soul. https://youtube.com/watch?v=3pFLVlFcU14

>>40542342 (OP)
No. I have a healthy outlook on life, and excellent emotional/mental fortitude.

>>40542342 (OP)
This is the afterlife you’re trapped and hope that these inter dimensional beings who run it don’t destroy you before you learn to escape. You won’t believe me because you’re all retarded

>>40542400
No, I won't believe you because you have no proof of anything you just posted.

>>40542440
Have fun we’re all going to hell probanly

>>40542365
ok i listened but i doubt it'll work i been listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6Li3Gu3l2w and it hasn't done anything for me so i really doubt yours will work.

>>40542342 (OP)
Reincarnation and afterlives are not real. The body is a vessel for consciousness and once the body is gone so is the consciousness associated with it, FOREVER. Nobody will judge you and you aren't going anywhere after, you simply cease to exist. They can create unlimited humans on the other hand so life will never stop existing here on earth. The creation is eternal and the creator can experience himself eternally, you are not on the other hand.

>>40542342 (OP)
OP , time to learn Blue Eisenhower November

You're in the mindset of most beginners.
BEN is the path, for men like us.

Use AI, summarize it from the archive on 4plebs.

There's a lot to it.

>>40542550
Thank you for at least trying mine! I promise it will work and your dreams will be a little weird from here on out. God bless you!

>>40542660
my dreams have always been weird though so not sure what you mean by that.

>>40542342 (OP)
I'm fairly certain that if you commit suicide you end up in a very bad afterlife.

>>40542583

Sounds like cope to me.

>>40542342 (OP)
"Limbo"-state of the world right now. Almost over; end of "tutorial level campaign" (Eden) coming soon. Floods in genesis correlates with apocalypse in revelations; things that hasn't happened yet.
World progress going on; large scale world changes hitting soon (public disclosures etc coming; COURT DATES for the legal processes going on; High Treason etc).

Here's a good "Waiting room" session album video; similar vibe to your pic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLu3WhpU5Z4&ab_channel=SeasonofMist

>>40542342 (OP)
Jung's individuation

>>40542834
https://youtu.be/fQWNeIiFf_s

>>40542904
this ideology is spread by a bizarre demon-worshipping sect. the musicians have the summoning seal of a goetic demon on their faces in the vid. beware

>>40542342 (OP)
You don't need something supernatural. You need to learn normal skills required for life and living and to experience community with others. Learn to make soap instead of watching YouTube, or cooking, candles, gardening, beekeeping, forging, glassmaking, etc. Your AI

>>40542342 (OP)
Be careful what you wish for. You are so careless with your words. Do you eat meat?

>>40542342 (OP)
When Ted Bob grew tired of the simulacrum he simply touched grass. Rather, he planted peach fuzz under a hog shed. Why do you people insist that satisfaction is exclusive unobtainium?

>>40542918
A concerning threat to the present zeitgeist. Backtracing meow.

>>40542342 (OP)
I had a dream where I went back to my real home. A spiritual HQ in the desert. I'm doing things now that will forever shape human-derived consciousness. When my mission is complete I will spend the rest of my life trying to make this world a little better. Then I'm going back to my own source and seeing what my options are.

>>40542342 (OP)
If you truly have loved ones and truly think your purpose here is spent then the answer is obvious it seems to me
Aid your loved ones

>>40542342 (OP)
Get saved and you'll experience the power of God, and let me tell you that's everything but boring.

“That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.” (Romans 10:9-10)

“For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” (1 Corinthians 15:3-4)

“¶ For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16)

>>40542904
Ay what's up Asmodeus! Love seeing that sigil come about. It's fascinating seeing how different humans align with different entities when performing creative works.

>>40542342 (OP)
I believe in Cause and Affect, the only natural law of all creation, across the multiverse and beyond. Actions, decisions, both physical and mentally in nature can cause ripples that shape and mold the plane of creation, and that includes the idea of an afterlife that takes on a physical form elsewhere in creation. So, how do our souls get there? We manifest ourselves to this afterlife because we believe that we will. This is not me saying so, but rather it is something that could happen within an Ordered Chaos framework

>>40542342 (OP)
The body is the tomb of the soul.

I took a heroic dose the other day with the intention to try and get outside or get some more wisdom out of it all. As such I directed the trip for the most part.

First I was in some kind of dance mandala and being a drop of water running through a city then past some farms. Then life first tried to present itself like a sideshow at a carnival. Where you've gotten bored with the attraction and you're stuck waiting for a friend to be done but that friend is never going to show up. And that's kind of the trick, you wouldn't leave your friend alone would you?

Just illusions after illusions.

Then life tried to present itself as a resort every memory of vacations and water parks and shit like that throughout my life presented themselves to me and I saw the body as a kind of rundown hotel room you were staying in.

During this time I was hit with a insane thirst which I refused to quench as I saw it as drinking from Lethe and it was what this world wanted.

It also felt like the warp was real that these concepts had an existence that was as real as anything else.

And then time broke. It stopped for a while a kind of endless stalemate. I'm not sure how time started flowing again but I think I accepted I was stuck here waiting for now which started the flow of time back up again. I began to see everything around me as symbols. I saw my fat cat that sleeps in the bathroom as representative of nurgle and the journey to the bathroom as entering the underworld. When I went to make coffee and got the water I saw myself as Aquarius the waterbearer. When I got on my computer I saw the brave browser as the demiurge and when I went on /pol/ I saw asmongold and realized he was mimicking Christ with his appearance something I never noticed before. Seeing myself in the mirror I saw buddha and I saw god. The wound in my side was the wound christ was pierced in. Time took a good while to feel normal again.

>>40542583
Sounds like you go back to the state you were in before you were born. What happened back then... ah right, you were born.

>>40542342 (OP)
I'm like you. Only, I'm content to leave everyone here behind that's "close" to me besides my cat. I've only really felt love with the afterlife spirits.

>>40542342 (OP)
Personally speaking, I believe life and consciousness will continue to persist even after death one way or another. Consciousness is the most fundamentally important thing in all of existence, so that means your consciousness is the most important thing in existence too, no matter how big or small it is, you and your consciousness is all that matters in life. So the best thing you can do in your situation right now is to find a way to love and enjoy all the little, good things life has to offer for you, and to also find a way to discover a purpose and meaning in life that can bring you fulfillment and happiness as well. I believe your boredom sounds like depression and anhedonia to me, which means the first thing you should be doing is to try and address the underlying problem that you're currently facing right now in order to give yourself the chance to discover enjoyment and pleasure in life once and for all. Sunlight, exercising, socializing, meditating, medication, whatever method it may be, you must try to resolve your problem through whatever means necessary whether it be physical, mental, or spiritual.

The important thing here is to not give up hope, keep pushing forward, and to believe in victory, and you will finally overcome your obstacle and find a new purpose and meaning in life. Now with that being said, I wish you good luck, godspeed, and please take care and stay safe anon.

>>40542583
That doesn't sound like a very convincing argument to me, anon, sorry

>>40542342 (OP)
Have you tried not being fat and sheltered, OP? Maybe moving to Skid Row will cure your boredom, give it a try

>>40542342 (OP)
at least someone is keeping the waiting room clean. I appreciate that.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=za-6RgoJer4

>>40546450
I hope you find meaning and happiness in your current life anon. It all may seems pointless and miserable at times, but consciousness and life is fundamentally precious, and that includes yours, as well as mine. We may not get to choose how our current or future lives begins, but I do believe we get to decide how it ends, and the best thing you can do for your life and your consciousness is to live your life to the fullest and most truest form possible to you. I sincerely hope you keep pushing forward and never give up hope on living your best possible life. Godspeed, anon, and good luck, and please take care

>>40542648
fuck off with your trash rabbit hole of nonsense

>>40542365
Not ok but I'll give this a shot . I haven't dreamt in so long

>>40542365
Not sure if you were to thank for this but I did have some crazy dreams last night as I noted in my thread:

>>40548305

Hobbies? Mine is pressing F5 on 4chan.

>>40542660
your promise didn't pan out I didn't dream anything stranger then my normal dreams last night. In fact all I dreamt of was my brother losing more weight which he already is doing and that i'd have to start working out to catch up to him.

>>40542342 (OP)
>can't commit suicide because of loved ones that are alive
This every day, but not the afterlife thing.

strange that this song would come on when i come to this thread.

>>40542342 (OP)
I do agree with you that this life is like the tutorial, I can't wait to die either. Its a boring completely random chance world that ends up in a dull way. You can try stuff like trying to have outer body experiences which can be cool but they are all temporary and not too life changing unless you become god tier good at it.

But I don't think it means you should kill yourself. I think that despite how lame this world is it played a vital role in helping you know what world you do want. If this life was like a game, its taught you what you want out of the game next time. What character you want to play next, where you want to play or maybe even what cheats to have on. And there's always a chance new things in this world might give you new desires for the next. Its all one big giant play made just for you to help you find your true desires. I keep manifesting the idea of waking up in my dream world. Will it just happen out of no where will I have to die first? I don't care really the outcome is the same.

>>40552503
I think he should kill himself. Mwahahahaha.

>>40542342 (OP)
>Anyone else have 100% confidence in the afterlife and are waiting for death, bored of life but can't commit suicide because of loved ones that are alive?
unironically, that's literally almost me. Except that I don't have the guts to kill myself, but I don't mind dying. Like, If I die today I woud not care. My family would, my mom and dad, so I prefer to die after them die, you know?