How can I detach myself from the physical plane?

It's becoming increasingly difficult for me to find value in the natural, physical world and what it entails. I feel like if this feeling continues, I'll end up killing myself, which I don't want. I keep blaming myself and thinking that if I were to reincarnate into another person with different knowledge, only then would I be able to be happy.

I long for the idea of erasing my memories or losing my current identity just to feel comfortable in my body.

Does anyone know what I should do? I feel unable to live. I feel like I'm being judged and refuted all the time.

>>40548437 (OP)
sounds like you need to get wasted OP

>>40548437 (OP)
Patience brother. All of human history is just a drop in the bucket of eternity. The Lord will fullfill His promises. Believe in Him. Fear not the lies. Love not the world. I pray for you. You are loved.

James 5
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=james%205&version=KJV

>>40548437 (OP)
12th store building free fall

>>40548437 (OP)
>I feel like I'm being judged and refuted all the time.
what causes that