>>40552558If you had reached this so called "demigod" tier that you speak of, you'd have a drastically different understanding of the value of control.
Nobody gets there without surrendering the mind entirely.
Beyond your demigod stage, there is nothing.
That is the highest stage of spiritual development. Self is literally the ultimate reality.
The one that is nestled in that, and as that, is absolutely empty of mind, they have no desire or interest in the concept of control. They are totally empty of mind. Beyond that, there is no progression. That is the end. You are the ultimate existence. Those who fuck with magic, are beneath your so called 'demigod' stage. They seek control cus' they have no fucking idea what actually is. They have not understood that their own mind which seeks control, is the source of all that is wrong, all that is not ecstatic, all that is not ecstacy. You who are empty, you are in ecstacy every single fucking moment. Why the fuck would you seek anything at all, ever? Your tier list is divorced from reality my friend. Wtf is a voider, my friend? What you don't understand, is that the one who is coming to the realization that nothing is real, not even himself, has not yet grasped who he fundamentally is. He is beneath your demigod tier. Infact, your demigod tier is the ultimate state of a fucking consciousness, man. It is not thee tiers below. All the tiers you put above your demigod tier, are actually just expressions of the delusions that one might imbibe while approaching the understanding of what oneself actually is. All of those who have awakened to the ultimate nature of reality, also pass through a shamanic state in the transition between the before and after of their realization. The moment it hits you, everything is wonky, and you are at war with your own mind, and it will fuck with your perceptions of reality. Those passing through this phase, their behavior inspired the entire field of magic. The magicians are copying; ignorant.