>>40565346 (OP)When I take it I see a holographic field of space made of this fractal that looks like a photonic molecule of information. I start seeing holograms appear within empty space, and covering the surface of all objects, and its an alien hyperdimensional fractal. More information is packed into space then the outer layer appears to present to you.
Its pretty scary for me, I go in like I am fighting a battle for my soul, and victory is returning to normal consciousness alive and well. I see some scary stuff about potential existences, and reexperience some of my past life where I died in that dimension before being born into earth into a human life and body. Its a comfort to have a family and loved ones.
I also start seeing the consciousness of 'reality', basically the world soul starts interacting with me, and its in great pain and I see that pain as my own, and something I am deathly afraid of. Like trying to teleport, knowing you will die to do so, but that not to do so is also to die.
Some people can let go of this type of fear, and have a great experience on it.
To me, its the fear of God, of death, DMT is like a death experience in many ways, and its quite scary once you are aware of it, because its like stepping outside time and being eternally in another dimension, one which might not be very pleasant for you, depending on what your soul has done.
Jesus is the thing I try to reach on it, because there really isn't anything else one would rather have, than salvation of the soul and restoration of the garden of eden and eternal life. But that itself is scary, because for you to have eternal life, its like the false or sinful parts of you which are destined to die, aka the flesh, must die, as the flesh is not eternal.
Maybe I'm just not good enough with atomic energy and physics.
And the world events today, strangely mirror this internal dilemma in my soul. The usage of atomic energy for instance, to transfigure reality.