Do you believe that sometimes the universe or whatever you believe in, is sending you messages? Like signs and things that you can't explain without sounding schizo but in hindsight were so obvious.

>>40566564 (OP)
I do experience perfectly chained events sometimes. I wish the Universe would actually call me by my name and tell me what's up.

>>40566564 (OP)
Whenever they get too close to me a tragedy happens somewhere in the world. There’s usually hints or numbers or phrases that I connect with. No one ever believes me. If they just gave me some money or a good job the world would be better off. But their greed knows no bounds.

>>40566564 (OP)
I believe in pooping. I need to poop. Thus poo is God.

>>40566781
Any example?

We have to track down who else are getting the same signs and the whole system of signs can be worked out. But as long as mental health has you convinced that gravity can't tell when your clothes are on, you won't know the universe sees people

This post ig, but i'm being able to pick up some of these signs that before i didn't even think about it.

>>40566564 (OP)
Years and years ago I had a dream where i was in the center of a mountain, in a large ritual chamber. It was as if I was watching the ritual as a spectral visitor, mostly incorporeal and only 30% visible, as if my form wasnt fully there. During the dream it felt as if pressure was increasing everything the chant was repeated, and right at the very end of the dream all the participants suddenly turned to me, and it was clear that I was not welcome, they did not speak, but yet somehow rebuked me with your eyes and I felt the words rather than heard them. I was not supposed to be there, and I was banished. I woke up and it's taken me a while to remember everything other than the words they were chanting. "Tari Fredeth Narir". That stuck with me heavily. In my mind it meant something like "there is no free death here". In popping it into google translate auto detect it came up with Tibetan meaning "then the woman of death comes". I want to find my way back to that temple and learn more but cannot, it almost feels like every now and again I get a glimpse, but cant reach it. In meditating over the years I've picked up what may be the next chain "Shuri Kremash Tenair" But this almost feels false, like it's bad information that doesnt quite fit. Who knows...but would love to better comprehend the core saying

>>40566564 (OP)
Yeah I actually said saw very many signs, tons, but it’s no use to give examples
And then one day while meditating I repeatedly said give me samadhi give me samadhi, and a black veil around my senses manifested, a second later I realised it was fake, false attainment, and that the ”schizo part of the brain” would rather trick you at the metaphysical level than cede control and let itself be annihilated
I’ve never trusted my intuition fully since then, and we have back and forth jokes and nudges and energy exchanges, but not at the same side always, but I know it’s completely materio-neurological and not external to the world in the sense of being above my soul rather than below it

Yes I pay attention to the animals that I see because it's giving me messages. I am very attuned to animals.
>take psychedelics
>in the trip I see snakes moving with geometric patterns
>next day there is dead snake in my path with bright yellow geometric patterns
>see another one the day after but alive
>very obvious unsubtle winks at me
>have never seen that kind of snake around ever and have never seen it again since