How many of us on here feel like they have a consciousness/soul that doesn’t belong here?

>>40577284 (OP)
Source for Pic? Looks cool.

>>40577303
>>40577303
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/1xaLX2

>>40577284 (OP)
I had a very vivid "dream" as a kid where I woke up, looked down at myself and I had scales and claws.
Tried to go to my parents room (my room and theirs was connected through a "door", but no door just the frame present) and I couldn't.
Some invisible barrier prevented me, I clawed at the frame to no avail as well.
I suddenly recalled I was left behind, abandoned by a bunch of "dragons" as I thought of them then, but now they feel closer to lizard people in all honesty as they and me were still humanoid, though I couldn't see my face for obvious reasons.
In my despair I eventually fell asleep again, next day I woke up tell my parents they think I'm crazy. But I did claw at the empty door frame. So maybe sleepwalking.
This stuck with me for a long time.
Not much I can say about it.
I'm nothing special, probably my mind playing tricks on me after watching the OG beyblade blue dragon thing.

Had some extremely vivid dreams around that time by my entire village parents included turning into werewolves (of which I had no real concept of at that age, just wolf beastmen) and hunting me, messing with me and eventually tearing me apart.
The latter was a recurring theme.
I'd see werewolves in our house cooking a head in a pot through our houses window while me and my parents and sister were sitting in the yard at night.
For some reason I kept seeing werewolves a lot.
Maybe I'm the chosen scalefag abandoned in the furry planet lmao.

So idk. I do half-jokingly mention this to people I'm really close to. Makes me sometimes feel at ease knowing this is some sort of punishment.
I might actually be a bit schizophrenic, not in a meme kind of way and these things were like a precursor.
Nowadays I see my old self at various stages in life standing in the doorway starring at me, sometimes walking into me. Probably did the pc-to-toilet-to-pc walk-back so often my mind just generates these hallucinations.
They never say anything.
picrel is a beyblade dragon for the lols

>>40579692
Op here
>I’ve had a similar experience
I had a dream I was in the back of some kind of war and I was worrying about my my sister or someone with her same name(this dream took place when I was barely old enough to form memories, but my sister died back before new years), then I was struck from behind and I woke up still worrying if she was okay, but my voice in my head wasn’t of a child's but and adult and very deep.

Frequently I have dreams where I’m freakishly tall or big and I’m always in the air looking down, I get snake vibes and a image of a white snake enters my mind.

>>40577284 (OP)
I felt like i didnt belong but then I was obnoxious about it now I fit into the thing a Lil too real

>>40577284 (OP)
Anyone who ever had a bad day ever. Oh no I don't le belong here. No shit but if you could leave you would have already.

>>40581522
For better clarification since I’m a dummy, my sister died last year before new years eve, but this dream took place when I was barely old enough to form memories and they were just starting and this dream has just stuck with me, I had never seen DBZ when I was that young but I would describe my voice as piccolo-ishin that dream.

>>40577284 (OP)
I never really felt like I belonged anywhere. It's a miracle I even managed to not be brainwashed in my highly lefty city.

>>40577284 (OP)
If you feel that way go deeper.
Dig.