I'm being taken advantage of by an evil entity and I want to get rid of it, I suspect it's an archon. Any tips to get rid of it for good?

In my childhood I had undiagnosed psychological problems, compulsions and something like AHDS.
As my environment had little understanding of this at the time, I was turned into a brick in the wall. I repressed what seemed “abnormal” to me out of a lack of self-understanding; a year ago I would have denied any “mental illness” because I had completely forgotten the memories of my childhood. I think that was the reason when I let some something get a foot in the door.
Probably a stronger entity because it has some control over me, I sometimes catch myself doing things that only make sense in hindsight why I'm doing them in the first place, and they fucking something up at the end. Like ignoring a message out of spite that would have been important. It also seems to influence my opinion and on some nights it attacks me directly and robs me of my energy (sexually and physically).

reverse the process by doing the reverse of what you did to summon it
what started your path to the occult, perceiving the unperceivable? do those steps, but in reverse

>>40582126 (OP)
The last attack was at the solstice just before going to sleep, I could feel very strongly that a being was present.
Normally I would dismiss it as a figment of my imagination but I have trained myself to recognize it, as I said I have been studying my psyche for some time now that is also the reason why I remembered my childhood trauma. It sure sounds like I'm crazy but the countless hints and these direct attacks are so real that it would be really crazy if I didn't consider it to be real. anyway I managed to dispel it by calling on Jesus Christ. I have a Christian upbringing and am a member of the Catholic Church, but I am by no means an active believer, but when I called on Jesus a few times this cold veil lifted and I slept peacefully.
So I thought of getting a cross as a talisman or some incense, but I have little idea about it and thought where if not on this board are specialists for such things.
>>40582140
The problem is I can't remember when that was and what exactly I did, it was over 15 years ago. It also feels like I'm trying to stop myself from finding out.

>>40582237
search deep within and do not stop searching
that is the only way you will indefinitely stop it, all prayers are just temporary measures

>>40582140
I started the occult as an edgy teenager on 4chan doing astral protection and creating Tulpas. I am 30 now and recently rediscoverd my third eye.

>>40582126 (OP)
like attracts like.

>>40582288
and those processes lead you to having an entity stalk you?
when did it exactly appear? is was a symptom of which ritual?
try to remember, and reverse it to the status quo before its appearance

>>40582286
Thank you, I also have the feeling it's a task I won't be able to avoid, I've also made huge steps in the last few weeks.
There's a saying that if you can put a problem into words and write it down, you've already solved half of it. That is also the reason why I created this thread.
>>40582307
The memories I had repressed were mostly about being ashamed of not living up to expectations and hiding my idiosyncrasies.
For example, my grandma used to shout at me and punish me because I couldn't concentrate on my homework, but I just couldn't do it so. this impotence made me lie to myself and lose control over myself.

When I was a bit older, I was also very interested in the occult, managed to feel my third eye all the time and had strong vibrations and was even able to leave my body once. I also dreamed visions.
I suspect that I was too naive in my attempts and attracted a malicious being, the wound in my soul I had made myself made it easyier to control me.

As a child I always had the compulsion to visualize an eye with something coming out similar to the image I generated, maybe it means something, but I was probably just afraid of losing an eye.

>>40582126 (OP)
I bless you

>>40582126 (OP)
Its difficult to be in that place, even more difficult to understand why you put yourself there.
Are you sure its an entity that is separate from you?
What if you tried talking to it honestly, telling it how you feel, externalize your thoughts to it, and then just still yourself for a bit and try your best to listen to yourself and how you react?
I know it might sound a bit crazy, but sometimes it helps me to talk it out with myself.
It might not reapond with words either, it might respond in a way only you can interpret, if it does just ask yourself, should I trust this feeling?

Evil people living around you, avoid people and spend your time in nature

>>40582126 (OP)
You’re in luck! Evil spirits aren’t real.

>>40585002
I'm sure that they are.

>>40582126 (OP)
Light firecrackers
In ancient China firecrackers were invented to successfully scare off evil/demonic spirits.
Also get a cat. Demons are scared of cats. Specifically siamese

>>40585736
This
Nian Monster Legend:
A well-known Chinese legend tells of a monster named Nian that would attack villages. The loud noises of firecrackers were said to frighten Nian away, protecting the community.
Symbolic Meaning:
Beyond the practical aspect of scaring away spirits, firecrackers have a symbolic meaning of driving away evil and ushering in good fortune. The bright colors and loud sounds of fireworks are also seen as joyful and celebratory, contributing to a positive and auspicious atmosphere.
Spring Festival:
The use of firecrackers during the Spring Festival (Chinese New Year) is a central tradition, with firecrackers set off on New Year's Eve, New Year's Day, and during the Lantern Festival, which marks the end of the celebration.

>>40582237
Leave a light on while you sleep. The brighter the better.
Then keep repeating the lords prayer until you fall asleep

>>40583446
Thanks man, I wish you all the luck too.
>>40583588
I don't think it's advisable to get involved with it because of its fraudulent nature.
>>40585736
>>40585741
>>40585774
Thanks, I will try these, but iam not sure if I should light up fireworks at night in an residential area.

>>40586219
It's fine. In some places you can even get a permit for firecrackers to scare off rodents/pests

>>40582126 (OP)
Beleiving in the gospels of Christ is the first thing to do, and not denying that YHWH sent him.
Trust him who has authority over flesh and spirit.

>>40582126 (OP)
You have my best wishes OP, I'm sure as long as you keep trying, you'll be victorious in the end and be rid of this evil spirit once and for all. Good luck, and godspeed, anon.

>>40587001
Thank you, i really appreciate that.

>>40586219
Its a part of your own psyche you're denying, it manifests as a shadow, and now you're applying your own delusions of grandeur to it.
If you want peace with it, you need to re-integrate it and transmure it into light.
Talk to it, you're actively harming yourself by denying yourself.

>>40582237
It was on the soltice because thats when cults sacrifice people to send these guys out to harrass people. Pray that it is rebuked and sent back to torment only those who sent it out. Also say the Saint Michael prayer.

>>40582126 (OP)
Worship Jesus Christ

Put holy water in a water gun and spray that Mf it would be halarious to watch that nigga tweak

>>40587992
Even if it is part of my psyche then it only wants to harm me. I don't want to deny it I've been doing that for far too long. I want to corner it and throw it out.
I have read such beings change your perception in order not to be recognized, but even if it comes from my own mind, it is smart to fight harmful thoughts.
>>40588181
Do you think they do targeted attacks or just roam arround?
>>40589026
amen.
>>40589055
I already put incense in my salt gun

>>40589512

Hey Anon, I hope that you can find reprieve and release from this spirit. May I do a healing meditation in the hopes that it may assist you?

>>40582126 (OP)
Hello there! Im interested in sharing my opinion and perspective with you; the hardest part of this whole issue youre struggling with is being 100% honest with yourself, honesty that brings shame and discomfort to the forefront of your mind.

Firstly, familiarize yourself with the basics of Jungian psychology. You’re going to need to understand the role the inner child and the shadow-self play in this. As youve mentioned that you had symptoms similar to Attention deficit disorder or something similar.

This part my seem a bit obscure or abstract, but you can literally interact with yourself as a child. That child is still alive and lives within your psyche. It is my opinion that it would be beneficial for you to cultivate the connection with this child and ask what/if any trauma occurred that could’ve caused the onset of symptoms you’ve experienced. These behaviors are likely brought on my trauma during childhood, but that’s something you have to discover on your own; do NOT open your mind to outside suggestions (even this post should be taken with a grain of salt, as i can only help you understand what lies within the boundless wisdom of your own mind, and the inner child is the gate-keeper to this wealth). If it happened, be sure.

What youve mentioned about repressed memories; whether that is emotional memories, physical, etc typically has to do with unintegrated aspects of the shadow-self. The Shadow self is not something to conquer but more like an alter-ego that holds our shame,guilt, fear, etc. and establishes itself as sort of support system for those things we felt we couldn’t express. Our shadow can teach us a lot about ourselves if we learn to integrate all these “fractured” versions of ourselves that our families, loved-ones, society, etc showed us it wasnt okay to express openly

>>40592506
Secondly, having interest in occult practices, knowledge,mystery schools, etc. isnt evil or wrong! Its all an aspect of God and your intention(s) have a lot more to do with it than the topic itself.

Lets briefly touch on the entity youve mentioned. Point blank, all entities are beneath us, we as humans are far more powerful than you’d believe because of our connection to God. They do exist and aim to trick you out of your own divine rights. Theres a saying that goes something like “the only thing that can destroy iron is itself.” Paraphrasing here but i think you see what im getting at, that when you externalize your God given power, you feed these “hungry” spirits. This understanding comes with maturation of your spiritual body, but i digress. Long story short, dont give your power away, keep it inside. Starve the spirits and they wont hang around. I personally dont believe youre dealing with this, my hunch is leaning towards an unintegrated shadow-self and a very unhappy inner child. All these issues are fixable with time and most importantly “intention”!

I find it fantastic that you can call upon Jesus Christ ( i like to speak with him as brother Yeshua, as ive always felt that big brother energy from him). You can call upon many other spirits,ascended masters, angels/archangels (especially archangel Michael if you find it is a spirit you are dealing with.)

Approach this issues with unconditional love. That is my best advice, no matter what pain, shame, suffering you’ve endured; make it count for something. Transmute it within the heart and make lemons out of lemonade! It sounds so cliche but love is the strongest frequency we can operate from and it dissolves so many issues that maybe we couldn’t conceive of otherwise.

Good luck friend and “know thyself” so can love thyself!

>>40592136
Of course, Thank you Anon.

>>40582126 (OP)
If you can fearlessly tell it it's not welcome, that works most times. Has every time for me.
I've heard invoking Christ to tell the spirit it is not welcome can work too.

>>40592506
>>40592552
Thank you for your input, I am sure that the solution lies within me and that the path is a mental and spiritual one in the course of which I have to revise my relationship to God and the world.
I've ordered Jung's book Man and his Symbols as I've wanted to read it for a long time. I am realizing more and more that not everything is just coincidence but that there is something like a structure, in other words I am discovering my faith.

My new goal in life is also to overcome all the resentment and despair and to become a grounded person who can, at best, give advice to other seekers.

>>40592626
Christ seems to work but I feel like he resembles the Sun and his power lies above the doctrine of the church.

>>40593934
My pleasure! No-thing is a coincidence, it seems the faith you were lacking all along was faith in yourself.

The path you are heading is tremendously difficult, but dont forget to stop and smell the roses. Like the phoenix, we rise from our own undoing to reveal a more true form. You will find the answers you seek, just remember that the inner-child is the most important aspect of the psyche, you need to speak to them like an extremely clingy partner phrases like, “ ill never give up on you, ill never stop loving you, theres nothing i wouldnt do for you” come to mind.

I know youll figure it out! We must try to stay in that middle ground on the spiritual rising, if we progress too quickly, we have a high potential for burn out/crash. Its very wise to stay grounded, because you will feel euphoric and ecstatic at times after digesting pent-up/repressed emotions and energy.

Christ does resemble the Sun(Son); He is the embodiment of Unity consciousness which is why the “Christ consciousness” is all about the coherence between the heart center and the pineal gland. I dont normally do this but id suggest looking at Joe Dispenza’s work on YouTube, specifically his “becoming supernatural”

>>40594203
I'm afraid of death, or rather of the extinction of consciousness and the Void, then I had the thought that it couldn't be so bad because my personality only remotely resembles that of the little boy I once was, so he probably died on the way. But when I awoke the suppressed memories, I suddenly had feelings again that I hadn't had for decades, and I knew he was still inside me. It was also a life changing and touching experience to look for something inside without knowing what it was and actually find it and now I know he's not dead and i'm not going to disappear so lightly either.

My childhood trauma comes from not feeling normal and hiding my quirks even from myself, I feel so sorry for my inner child because he felt so lonely and like an alien and I just want to hug him.
These malicious being/thoughts be it supernatural or does it come from inside me does not matter, I have to work for myself whether a candle, a ritual or a prayer is probably less important than the intention.
I will also check out his videos, there is still so much to learn and it's just fascinating to know that the knowledge is already inside me and it really touched me that your post intersects with my findings i made.

https://youtu.be/4OGm_N1Iyqw?si=3_yZdlgEKpC74436

If you have 50min, I've always felt this specific chapter of Carlos Castaneda's Active Side of Infinity is required reading.

>>40589512
It doesn't want to harm you, it's tired.
It wants you to step up and take control of the situation, because it's been protecting you for far too long and you're acquiring far too much emotion.
It's not healthy for you to let your demons run aspects your life. Better to ally with them to serve others.

>>40592617

Hey Anon, I just completed a healing meditation with you in mind. I also read through the rest of the thread since my last post, and interestingly I had pulled this book off my bookshelf just last night as a friend is requesting it.

Coincidence? Synchronicity? Who's to say. Either way, I wish you well. :)

I believe you.