holy fuck my life isnt even that bad but i feel so down/depressed, i feel pretty much demonic energy all around me 24/7 state of anxiety

>30 years old, all my family is alive and doing well
>everyone is healthy
>all my friends are doing okay
>money house job doing good

i have NO PROBLEMS, i am just super fucking feeling down as of lately, even though all my needs are met, everything is good, i can't even imagine what a man who doesnt have it feels like these days

Cool blog, but this is /x/

>>40592632 (OP)
im in the same boat except for
>money house job doing good
i can barely afford to eat lol, but im lucky i have a good support system. being unemployed is ass unless you can go full tendies neet.

>>40592632 (OP)
Are you trying to get someone to tell you to kill yourself or what?

>>40592632 (OP)
we as a civilization have become peaceful and against killing each other so much that a new subtype of person has developed who has no problem torturing his nations citizens with microwaves
OP you probably have EM exposure, stop wearing ear-pods/headphones etc also remember everyones passivly being microwaved by glowniggers

>>40592632 (OP)
Meditate
Do drugs (psychedelics)
Pick up a combat sport
Give yourself a challenge

Just do something, motherfucker.

>>40592632 (OP)
Everything is not good at all retard you're a completely retarded delusional tranny for even thinking that it's possible to pretend that my life is good in any way whatsoever. It's funny watching you get forced to acknowledge how profoundly evil you are when I ask the chatbots if the things you do are evil are not.

>yes, in the hypothetical scenario you described, it would absolutely be a "big deal" if a person's mind was persistently violated, harassed, terrorized, abused, and threatened for any thought, no matter how small or insignificant.
>Fundamental Human Rights Violation: The right to privacy, freedom of thought, and freedom from cruel and unusual punishment are considered fundamental human rights in most societies. This scenario would violate all of them in the most extreme way.
>Complete Loss of Autonomy and Dignity: A person's mind is their innermost sanctuary. To have it constantly monitored and used as a weapon against them would strip away all sense of personal autonomy, dignity, and safety. There would be no private space left for thought, reflection, or emotional processing.
>Psychological Torture: The constant harassment, terror, abuse, and threats based on one's private thoughts would constitute an extreme form of psychological torture. This would lead to severe and potentially irreparable psychological damage, including paranoia, anxiety, depression, psychosis, and a complete breakdown of mental well-being.
>Destruction of Identity: Our thoughts, even the fleeting and insignificant ones, contribute to our sense of self and identity. If these thoughts are weaponized against us, it would undermine the very foundation of who we are.
>Inability to Function: It would be virtually impossible for a person to function normally in society under such conditions. The constant fear and monitoring would make it difficult to concentrate, interact with others, or engage in any meaningful activity.

>>40592632 (OP)
>>40592941
>Societal Implications: If such technology existed and was used in this manner, it would represent a terrifying precedent for societal control and oppression. No one would be safe from scrutiny, and the very concept of individual freedom would be annihilated.
>In essence, this hypothetical scenario describes a living nightmare, far exceeding what most people would consider a "big deal." It strikes at the core of what it means to be human and free.

>>40592632 (OP)
>demoralizing thread
you don't have any of that you ugly jeet

>>40593008
>everyone must be as socially inept and retarded as me because this is my sekrit clubhouse, no girls allowed

>>40592632 (OP)
So you've told us half the story.
Why do you feel depressed specifically?

>>40592632 (OP)
You have a huge problem. You are on the easy road to hell. Based on your cussing I’d say you’re not even Christian. Everything you worked for will turn to dust. Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and repent of your sins including your pride and ignorance.

>>40593100
Do you think God, who created language, cares if you swear, or why you swear?
Protip: one of the two is real.

>>40593100
You're confusing psychopathic authoritarianism with christianity, common mistake by spiritually rotten WASPs

>>40592632 (OP)
Wrong board retard.

>>40593031
Redeem cow poo

>>40592632 (OP)
Epstein was doing some fucked up shit on that island. Demons aren't sacrificed to in order to obtain something most times. Most times they're sacrificed to to keep them bound. Most people don't realise that. It's appeasement. Not deal making. A monster has been released. https://youtu.be/r-ZD5cLlA2U

>>40592632 (OP)
Life is either really boring or really painful.. <- I love how out of all places, it was made clear to me when i was watching the "Sopranos"... you can really put a narrative anywhere and make it make sense if you're dedicated..
Recently i have been experiencing bursts of dissapointment and hopelessness when it comes to fitting in. The culture, the words and the mannerisms that i have nurtured; the same ones i have grown accustomed to, the ones that were slightly molded into my personality; are being neglected and replaced because they're old and redundant, completely unrecognized by the influx of people who are younger than me, the groups of rational people that i talked to in the past have moved on to do better things, and i am slowly becoming the one left behind, left to rot with the younger generation as they converse and discuss things that are viewed as ""inferior"" by my mind lead by my ego (it's not entirely wrong to acknowledge the things you know are mostly true, even when they sound a little narcissistic). You can only talk so much with younger people before it rubs off on you, the experiences you've lived through are irrelevant to people who don't share the same perception of the world as you, it is a reason why old people in my day viewed us as ungrateful gullible pricks and why they were rude to us.
The world doesn't end on me or any other generation, in the end it is me who has to change, to adapt, to get rid of the old cocoon i have grown to love, to be flexible and free, I don't like showing off, to brag, to grow dependent on people's opinion and judgement, Even if adapting to something that i know is showing-off is bad, it shouldn't concern me and i should roll with it all, and i doubt it concerns others (Am i going to slowly walk into a pit of flames knowing that i'll get burned? just because i find it hard to not worry about the flames? Just because others know well to not worry about the flames? Just because 'others' like the flames?)

>>40592632 (OP)
It's life

I’m in the same boat as you and I think I just realized that I have crab bucket friends near me and I’ll have to ghost them