>>40592754 (OP)My son died and I got to wake up nightly about his death weeks before it happened. Woke up 3 times to visions of something different that happened that day and the day before leading up to the heart attack.
Time and free will choice is fucked man. Fucked.
I've completely given up and lost the script. None of this matters and its all preconfigured. Everything that happens tomorrow for some reason already happened today. Hard to make out my experience except that it happened and this shit, whatever it is, is fucked.