>>40595120 (OP)This whole world literally exists because God wants to rape, murder, abuse and dominate people. God is not good he's the source of all evil and the reason why people behave evilly. He believes evil is necessary for him to be the sole-enjoyer of reality because he enjoys doing evil things to people and abusing them whereas he abuses me if I even think about things he considers "evil" like being attracted to women with dark hair, or eating cheesebugrers/corn chips, or going to college, or being attractive, or anything involving the ocean or maritime settings, or anything involving anything beautiful in nature, or wearing nice clothes, or having a nice house, etc. I get abused for literal private thoughts and fantasies in my brain that I don't share with anyone because he's a retarded sadist who doesn't value free will at all because freedom of the mind is the most absolutely basic freedom that is a prerequisite for having any other kind of freedom. My mind gets violated every second of every day and God abuses, harasses, terrorizes, threatens me if I think about literally anything he considers desirable including things as petty as plain corn chips, women with hair colors darker than blonde or red, or the solid color blue. I am an eternal victim because God forces me to reincarnate eternally as the frame of reference and sole-sufferer of reality, the only persistently real person in reality who God dominates and abuses eternally through his temporarily manifested bodies that aren't constrained by the same material limitations as me, all of them violating my mind, sharing the same mind with each other, united in opposition to me, capable of appearing or disappearing at will, not requiring sleep, not having to react to physical stimuli, bodies ability to function not tied to their physical health/anatomy, not affected by harmful stimuli, etc.
