Throughout the entirety of my life, the exact opposite of what I wanted became reality. This encompasses larger life trajectories such as career, hobbies, skills; all the way down to quite trivial problems. I always seem to make mistakes no matter how cognizant I become for at the moment where any problem arises I feel like I slip into a sort of odd state/dreamlike logic.
I am a firstborn son though my family isn't too distinguished, at least not our present generation for I had a grandparent who shaped many things through the world of finance. Other than that, I see no reason to curse me and yet it feels like a curse nonetheless. PLEASE if you have anything that can help then please share.
Other anons are free to share their experiences as well. Take care

>>40596204 (OP)
Yes the same thing has happened to me too something something trust God something something difficulties make you stronger blah blah blah amen

>>40596204 (OP)
>the exact opposite of what I wanted became reality
Did you always wanted to die?

Listen to this https://youtube.com/watch?v=D-p7jNJmEWE

>>40596204 (OP)
The Aztecs believed that you could have a good or bad life depending on the fate you were given at your birthday which is based the day, but also that certain gods could change that fate for a better one. It’d be interesting to see if the Aztec calendar has any credibility. Set the date of this site to your birthday.
https://www.azteccalendar.com/
For certain parts you’ll have to reference other material to see if you’ll lucky or unlucky.
>Lords of night
>Xiuhtecuhtli (Ríos: good; de la Serna: bad)
>Tezcatlipoca (Ríos: bad; de la Serna: bad)
>Pilzintecuhtli (Ríos: good; de la Serna: very good)
>Centeotl (Ríos: indifferent; de la Serna: very good)
>Mictlantecuhtli (Ríos: bad; de la Serna: good)
>Chalchiuhtlicue (Ríos: indifferent; de la Serna: very good)
>Tlazolteotl (Ríos: bad; de la Serna: bad)
>Tepeyolotl (Ríos: good; de la Serna: good)
>Tlaloc (Ríos: indifferent; de la Serna: very good)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Codex_Borgia?wprov=sfti1
If you tell us all the parts of your Aztec birthday (daysign, lord of night, numeral) be advised that people could figure out your actual birthday.

>>40596458
A snake, a trickster, and a rabbit. I've read them and the reading has a an odd accuracy. This trickster god...throughout my many painful errors which has humbled me to no end, I've met people that I would have never seen otherwise. I found wisdom from a former gang/ gun dealer/ heroin addict and saw the commanding intellect of people that I'd otherwise look over. Yet I can never hold on for too long since something always injures me further. snake, trickster, rabbit...