I feel less and less passions flowing through me as I practice certain specific practices. What happens once I reach samadhi in meditation and continue meditating every day and being dispassionate and renouncing worldly life? What happens when I wake up from the dream? Pic ûnrelated

>>40600401 (OP)
Literally nothing. You got scammed by Indians.

>>40600401 (OP)
>I feel less and less passions flowing through me as I practice certain specific practices.

stop them practices.
The trick is to not practice to reach somewhere, but to find yourself in the practice as a side-effect to ( mu )