For the past year ive been changing as a person. i’ve become increasingly violent angry lustful psychotic. i have a deep desire to hurt rape destroy everyone and everything every second. i am filled with ambition confidence and i even started looking like another person. i picture a different version of myself in my head. he looks different and i noticed that i started looking more like him. in my kind we’re in a dark room with one spotlight on us both. half of his face is covered only one of his eyes exposed and he’s sitting there all masculine and menacing telling me what to do and how to do it. but thats only when im not under his control. hes 100% me i control him i think…but at the same time he controls me
hes a very dangerous psychopathic narcissist. he makes me have a lust for mass power and material things. i keep fantasizing about starting a cult or running for political office. i can literally feel this spirit in my body telling me to get up and literally conquer the world and kill all of my enemies. hes also extremely intelligent and has made me think of schemes and shit i never could before. im also getting more muscular and suddenly i know how to fight really well. he makes me blast violent rap music and hardcore industrial and deftones

what do i do? should i try to give him full control or get rid of him somehow? is that even possible? help me.

>>40604758 (OP)
Why does the sith use green lasers and the Jedi has red?

>>40604758 (OP)
>he makes me blast violent rap music
So you're trying to cure neet with nigger? Bad stuff pal.

>>40604758 (OP)
these are all good things

Forgot to mention I am brazilian not sure if that mattters

>>40605052
Favala nigger brain detected. Can't quite get this obsession brazilians have with advertising their shithole country. Uma delicia.

>>40605052
shut up faggot third world trash

-op

>>40604758 (OP)
You need to stop fantasizing. It’s embarrassing and doesn’t make you look cool.