the goddess matangi and the goddess kali want me to submit to either of them and turn me into an 'incubus'

it's some crazy and scary shit. i've been on the fence with submitting for a year now but my life isn't going anywhere so...

>>40617687 (OP)
Yeah.. nah. None of that shit is happening. You just schizo or larping.

>>40617691
which is why i was not afraid to post this. but humor me will you.

i've only glimpsed what it'd be like. i saw myself and i was simply too insane to look at, darkness so powerful it could tare apart your soul.

>>40617699
Bruh, I'm already humoring you with bumps. Don't mistake that for credulity though.

>>40617699
We're you a cum rag for some tulpamancer?

>>40617709
>>40617713
>something real happens
>get lost, schizo
>*sees buddhist, christian, succubus thread*
>WHOAH BOY GET IN!!!!

it seems people only believe in things they want to believe in around these parts.

>>40617687 (OP)
Kali literally kills demons. She's a demon slayer. Those skulls around her neck are trophies from dead demons. There's no way in hell (pun unintended) that she'd want you to become some kind of demon, even if it's an "incubus'. You're dealing with lesser entities trying to turn you into an energy addict who is hooked on sex energy. Cleanse your space and yourself, then rebuke them with whatever banishing rites you feel are correct.

By the way, next time someone claiming to be a god/ess comes by and starts making demands, reearch them. A quick search on wikipedia would be enough to tell you if they're full; of shit or not: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kali

>>40617762
have you ever considered that maybe the word 'incubus' is the closest thing in the english language that describes what she wants me to become? and your claims about her not being a demon are null. kali is sort of like a demon. being scary, ruthless and such. not saying she is it's just that she's not some goodie two shoes per se.

>>40617687 (OP)
You've probably already submitted to them, so any answer is now worthless.
>'incubus'
What did they mean by that?

>>40617762
>turn you into an energy addict who is hooked on sex energy
their 'energy' feels suffocating and crushing. not tempting to me. i don't know how the idea of being so eternally crushed and having your humanity washed away is supposed to be a tempting thing. i am not a sex addict. but boy do they love sex, sex and motherhood. kali likes rough sex and she actually wanted me to rape women.

>feel the goddesses at my crown chakra
>they are fighting, arguing over me
>i infer that they agree on something. like permission or whatever
>step sister says she had hyper realistic nightmare where i was possessed and dark and chasing her around

apparently she stands for rape of minors.

let us know how it goes

>>40617806
telling you how it goes would lead you down a path of wasting your life chasing kali or matangi and getting burned by them should you somehow contact them.

>>40617823
please doom all the retards in your thread, OP.

>>40617806
>tell us how it goes
anon i..... i'll be dead or undead.
it'd truly be something if i, as a transhumanist incubus still retained enough humanity to post on fucking /x/ kek.

>>40617783
Scary things are good at fighting off scary things. Kali was chosen to fight the demons because she's a badass scary woman. Being scary does not make one evil.

>>40617791
> their 'energy' feels suffocating and crushing.
Shock an awe attempt by a lesser entity with bad intentions. Kali is actually scary but uplifting from my experiences. Not suffocating.

>apparently she stands for rape of minors.
Kali is a protector goddess. Rape is something she'd kill you for, not condone. Serious: just do the cleansing and banishing rites. Whoever it is is lying to you.

By the way, here's what the Hindu views on rape are:
>Manusmriti Verse 8.364
> If a man violates an unwilling maiden, he deserves immediate death

>>40617850
sorry to break it to you. but kali is more wild than you think. and cares little for your human sensibilities. i don't care what you were taught in the indian equivalent of sunday school but it's not true.

to be in contact with the goddesses you need to awaken your kundalini. i did this on accident when i was uncontrollably gooning. (and who do you think made me feel so horny) the higher forces in the univers have been trying to pull me out of my crown chakra/liberate me for 4 years now but i resist, my reasons are completely private.

>>40617860
>ho do you think made me feel so horny
The porn you were watching, obviously.

> pull me out of my crown chakra/liberate me
Becoming a rapist or a sex demon is not going to liberate you. To transcend one must go beyond the flesh. Falling deeper into it is just going to toss you into another cycle of suffering. So if you want that, go ahead. But know that whatever it is is lying it's ass off. Becoming an incubus (if it happens at all) won't liberate you. It's the opposite.

>>40617892
i don't want liberation and never did but the universe has been stomping it down my throat without so much as a "sorry for your tragic shit life"
>But know that whatever it is is lying it's ass off.
or just using incubus as a metaphor. but even if it isn't lying. it is such a heavy and scary choice. on paper it doesn't actually sound that bad. but if you are me and know the weight of it it is

>>40617920
>i don't want liberation
> tragic shit life

Why don't you want liberation? If your life is shit why don't you want to try to make it better?

>>40617892
how can you act like you know kali when sex tantra is literally everything when it comes to goddesses and they think nothing but sex sex sex all the time?

the core way to awaken your kundalini is through sex. everything else is just a way for people who are coping.

>>40617939
liberation AKA dying forever is making it better?

>>40617687 (OP)
Idiot LARPer you'd be telling the truth if the almighty Khanafeet was included.

>>40617723
I’m a 8000 year old vampire sorcerer AMA

>>40618236
Are you a vampire that became a sorcerer or a sorcerer that became a vampire?

>>40618236
what were you doing in the 50s?

>>40617687 (OP)
thats a demon and if you become a rapist demon, that power that looks so great to you, its not really that much, at least not enough to survive the situation you'd be put in..

Tell me more What does she look like, and how did you gain access in the first place? Did you invite her through a ritual?
Why does she want to turn you into an incubus? You're handsome? She'll offer to change your appearance and increase your penis size to attract women?
I've seen the blue beings too.but I have never washed with them.

>>40617687 (OP)
Streetshitter demons. Do not redeem.

>>40617687 (OP)
I saw her this morning. She looked to be in good spirits, very youthful, 4 arms seemed a bit awkward but w/e works for her I guess.
She was trying to help me with my twin flame, telling me I should try to go out with her to salvage my relationship while I still could.
She seemed very nice to me right now, I'd say go for it op, but don't place any expectations into what you think she wants, its probably not how you think it is.

>>40617691
First post best post.
The larps suck. OP is boring.

>>40619942
i don't know what she looks like i don't see or talk to her i just have to interperate vague sensations. closest contact i got to her was when i first met her. i felt her over me, it was a very heavy, dark, seductive feeling. haven't seen matangi either
>how did you gain access in the first place?
awakened kundalini. everything for me is on a need to know basis.

>>40619997
>translation: i'm seething because it should've been me (it shouldn't have)

>>40617691
This Kali kills demons, op is a mongoloid

>>40620384
kali loves me and wants me to serve her sexually.

>>40620066
No. It’s just larps are tiresome. Discuss the paranormal not your shitty role playing.

>>40620394
Right, there's the incubus demon she wants to kill. You can trust written records or you can trust the mother of destruction. I'll grab some popcorn.

>>40620453
>You can trust written records or you can trust the mother of destruction
i think i'd rather trust kali herself rather than your records that were likely altered time and time again throughout millennia. i mean it would make sense that they would teach her to you like that. they probably teach you abstinence from sex too.

>>40620508
>your records
Nothing to do with me pal, I'm just here for the show. I can tell you though from personal experience, I chose Shiva, so I found peace with Kali even as she trampled me. I realized she'd always been with and a part of me, guiding me in profound ways. She's one spicy lady. Also three though.

>>40620540
the big goddesses won't lets shiva near me they push him away

>>40620732
Of course, because you're not husband material.

>>40620749
what do you mean?

>>40621011
Kali dances with Shiva and everything else dies.
Shiva has no impure thoughts, and so his consort is Kali's other form, Parvati - what many call Shakti, ie what the west associates with The Holy Spirit.

>>40617723
I don’t believe all that other nonsense you listed in greentext either.

>>40621112
she has a gentle side but she's still wild. she has a skull fucking fetish too. i remember i was browsing /gif/ and i saw a bee fucking a girls brains and i wasn't into it but kali loved it.

>>40621353
Trust me, that rabbit hole goes much further before it burns.

>>40621407
you aren't making much sense. what rabbit hole?

>>40621414
You are like a fish in the ocean asking, what sea?
So I ask you
When did your fins becomes totems of fetish?

>>40621450
>When did your fins becomes totems of fetish?
about uhhhh May 17ish 2023

theres more to the story but theres really no other way. i'm not giving into the light. guess i'll just be blowing loads against my mommys fat ass in hell forever.

>>40617723
>something real
>hindu gods and not something totally unexpected, black swan entity.

Yea. You are faking it.