I've done some law of attraction stuff in the past and I think it's worked too well too many times to just be a coincidence and this scares me a lot
It fills me with a lot of existential dread
Scares me about stuff like atheism, no free will, solipsism, death being the end and no afterlife, quantum immortality, moral anti realism, etc
I want god to be real and loving I don't want to be the only mind that exists and always be totally alone I want to have free will but I also don't want to be able to manifest myself suffering infinitely forever with no escape I want a good afterlife to exist I want morality to be real and to be a good person I want to be loved by another conscious agent. I want life and existence to have meaning

Source?

>>40625893
For what

>>40625884 (OP)
I think these tools were put here by God. How did you practice law of attraction, that would make you think it has a negative connotation?

>>40626654
He wants a God that rules the world and being unable to do things because they go against those rules.
The guy.

>>40626654
Lots of little coincidences, comments made torward me, food items, songs numbers lots of little stuff
Some of which was possibly immoral

>>40626681
Because you want them to be immoral.
Who was hurt? If nobody is hurt then it's not immoral.

>>40626699
Define hurt

>>40625884 (OP)
how is atheism scary and how do you struggle to find meaning

>>40626703
That's easy, imagine an undo button that someone can press to relive an event, except this time what "hurt" them doesn't happen.
If you do something that would make that person press that button, that's immoral.

>>40625884 (OP)
>does a little magic for the first time and has a panic attack
You can't be a woman and you will never be a woman. It is biologically impossible for you to become a woman. Even if you cross dress as a woman we will know you're not a woman.