How much about the esoteric, spiritual, occultism, religion currents are actually telling us the truth about the reality we live in?

Since I have entered these circles of knoledge, I learned that those who gobverns us don't want us to know he truth, yet even a kid could access all of this stuff and become enlightened, meaning they are not trying to stop the "spiritual awakening" at all, which on my perspective just makes it another trap placed by them, or it is not the complete truth at least.

Spiritual awakening is not a path you can decide to abstain from. It's not a practice you learn, let alone unlearn. It's the inevitable outcome of a life lived truthfully and consciously; for each, and everyone of us, that is the destination.

Trying to stop hit, surpress it, discourage it - it is all for naught. The best they can do is distract, as a means to slow down. But they can never outright stop.

That is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but.