>>40634913 (OP)Unhealed internal injuries and cultures / traditions that propogate said injuries.
If my body was whole, I’d have the knowledge to understand and act to change what wrong I have been given to believe. So much so that as soon as I realize, I will 100% act on the dreams and goals I still believe in and have a chance to realize without looking back.
The current days’ stressors of being in comfort and the constant personal struggle maintaining emotional peace unfortunately puts a huge barricade for me to do anything significant and opens me up to the concept of hurting myself for a small bit of pleasure, representing a ‘break’ or ‘checkpoint’ from having to deal constantly with negative emotions.
Essentially, me and others like me would finally breathe (metaphorically), our surroundings would feel peaceful, and the people around us would either become more at peace (that is our goal) or we would denounce the acts with love or leave and go into a new place without looking back.
This in turn would allow nature to feel nourished and help humans coexist peacefully and let go of certain societal norms that have been plaguing us for centuries.
I’m blessed to believe in a system that ensures I am forgiven for what I have said, what I have omitted, what I have done, & what I have failed to do. While this concept can be used to excuse poor results from risk-taking, it is also a tool for when we heal and realize the severity of our situation, we can surely change for the better and make amends with the sudden fear that springs when we notice someone or something.
Either that or copious amounts of capital to pay for healing our body into beauty plus having the love of multiple reproduction-ready beings of the opposite gender.