i just wanted to make a video on how people have a bad view of schizophrenics and only really people who have lost their mind are a good judge of character or people who have been through terrible things
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iApViMoTnZo&

>>40636128 (OP)
you're okay anon. I am in a generation that schizophrenia should show up. two of my great uncles (brothers) had it and lived together their whole lives. My dad probably has it but he has never been to a doctor. He's mostly normal but has incredibly weird outburts of nonsensical things. My mom married him after a failed marriage and wasnt able to see the signs. (back then being a single mom was frowned upon) and she was also pressured by her family being the only one who went to college. To this day I would wish my father dead. Someone who has been told and demanded to be seen by a doctor and never once has. Yet he is 2/4 children still alive because of mental health neglect.