I see women - and particularly radfems - as a threat to my ability to become divine or achieve godhood, but I also recognize that my growing disdain for women and my desperate internal clawing for some form of divine superiority above reality are born from an ugly part of my ego lashing out at it's limited and impermanent nature. What do I do about this?

basically.
as I see it, based on what you wrote.
you're abusing yourself, and the abused part is desperate to redirect some of your abuse towards another target, and maybe even join in on the abuse.
as for what to do about it, stop abusing yourself?

>>40654418 (OP)
>I see women - and particularly radfems - as a threat to my ability to become divine or achieve godhood.

Ngmi.

>>40654469
If anything, I would sooner carve a greater version of myself out of spite or righteous indignation than ultimately let myself fall to the wayside.

>In The Dialectic of Sex, Firestone argues that the biological division of humans based on reproductive roles is the root of women's subordination, perpetuating a patriarchal system most evident in the nuclear family. She envisions a future where artificial wombs liberate women from childbearing, rendering pregnancy obsolete. In this cybernetic communist utopia, all labor, not just reproductive, would be automated, eradicating the basis of traditional oppression.

>>40654600
>[The] end goal of feminist revolution must be, unlike that of the first feminist movement, not just the elimination of male privilege but of the sex distinction itself: genital differences between human beings would no longer matter culturally.

You're hatred towards women in general is an externalization of your hatred towards an archetype that exists within yourself. You are a misogynist because you hate the woman inside you. Not in a tranny way, in a divine way. Look at that image you posted. Thats what it's talking about. Fix it first by learning about the divine feminine in you. That doesnt mean dress up like a girl and act like a subby femboy bitch. It means something much more transcendent. A good way to do this is to start working with a goddess. Mary, Isis, Sophia, Aphrodite, Selene, are all good choices for this type of work.Once you know the goddess as she is expressed within you your masculine nature becomes exalted, and then you learn to love the women around you in your life for what they are.

>>40654418 (OP)
>my ability to become divine or achieve godhood

hos are the least of your worries though

>>40654418 (OP)
it's very nice of you to acknowledge your ego anon! i think you should think of others from an unbiased light, they think what they want to think, they behave how they want to behave, it's okay for you to help people, but please don't bicker and don't let your ego convince you that you're more important than you actually are. people will always be people can you really blame them for following what they've been taught? i think you should go your own way, to seperate yourself from the little things, to focus on the bigger picture, to cut the 'you' from the real "You", to act human for the humans and to be yourself for yourself, others bicker, fight, about the littlest of things while you should realize that most of it doesn't matter.

>>40654418 (OP)
You will be tortured forever for attempted gaslighting again, just a funny reminder.