It's been 954 days of being raped. I was led to believe that God, His signs, and prophesy was real, and now I am homeless on the street after having attempted to try and do my best to be God. I failed. I could not ever possibly be a prophet, let alone the prophet sent with God's name, but I know now that I am a fae being trapped in a coma dream. Life has lost all of its meaning, I have run out of money, and I have been fed nothing but delusions and false hope. The world around me once contained signs, but now there is NOTHING. I am going to go drink myself to death now with 2 gallons of vodka. If it doesn't work then it doesn't matter, because none of this was real to begin with.

In the Quran it says that those who kill themselves over, by its exact translation, the [(legal) right], but I understand that God's legality that this word is rooted in is justice, and I know that it is just for me to drink myself to death tonight. If it doesn't work, then that's just fine, I'll continue my life being tortured and used as God's proverbial loose sock. My life has been meaningless from day one, and all of what I found worth living for is GONE. The only thing that I will ever even be able to enjoy in Heaven will always be sleeping and never getting back up. This rest is all I'll ever want or need, so I'll confess to all of you what I have done and suffer God's devices until it is over.

God has sent a delusion to "restrain" us, and it is His delusion to uphold and lie to you about. I attempted to murder everyone who crossed my path or cursed me and asked God to restrain me from killing anyone whom he did not want to die. I will continue to do this until I find somewhere where I am alone to kill myself drinking or otherwise enjoy the night.

I am Tamlin, only ever POSSIBLY being heard outside of my coma dream prison wherein I am certain only has demons inside of it. The ones who built this coma dream with technology from outside of this world have designed this. Amen. Goobye.

>>40656845 (OP)
It's time for you to walk away from Abrahamism. Your God isn't Good! Shop around, there's no more 'monopoly' on what religion you must be!!

Now that you're done talking and have exhausted your ego, are you going to finally shut the fuck up and actually listen to what God has to say? Or will you continue the cycle of convincing yourself that you had ever tried in the first place?

>>40656845 (OP)
its day 954 of me holding my poop in. im on no poop.
>>40657015
its time for you to eat my poop when it comes shooting out :D

>>40656845 (OP)
>drink myself to death
coward

>>40656845 (OP)
>to try and do my best to be God
How did you try that?
Give some details.

maybe you didn´t come under the God´s name sir. Dont wanna be disprespectful, just try to watch it from a diferent way, u dont have anything to loose right? why dont try it?

>>40656845 (OP)
Stop doing that you retard, what you think of as god is just your brain speaking to itself

>>40657387
I'd only do that to avoid using a shit bucket while on a naval vessel

>>40656845 (OP)
954 DAYS THAT SOUND LIKE A CHOICE TO ME

>>40656845 (OP)
Why not embrace darkness? Start by stealing from vulnerable people

>>40656845 (OP)
Have you tried psilocybin or ayahuasca?

>>40656845 (OP)
Drake's a cunt and to hell with him and Fakie.

Do they at least let you not be a cat for a while?

You should buy a shotgun and put the barrel in your mouth

>>40656845 (OP)
Are you actualliy a fae in the body of a human? Literally? How did you come to know? And why would a fae end up trapped in a human body? To what purpose? And what were the prophecies and signs you allegledly received, and how did you end up attributing the meaning you did to them?


I am legit curious. 99.9% of the content on this forum is bs. But there's always the 0.1% that allows to pierce a bit of what could potentially be behind the veil.

I have received many signs and vision and even direct communication linking me to being an elve from Regulus, here to assist in the ascension.

If ye really be a fae trapped inside the most comical machine ever devised, then surely you must be here for a purpose. Did you not know we are meant to be laying low for now, ere at the turn of the tides?

You may come to recognize us with the manner of our words.