Spiritual/mental advice needed. I just want to exist and observe life without engaging or being burdened by it. I want to disconnect so that i can just lay on the ground, thinking and observing all day everyday. I want to be a pebble or a tree or grass or something, not participating but simply existing. I don't want to feel anger or joy or anxiety or any emotion except the feeling of reflection and stillness.

>I want to be a pebble or a tree or grass
So you want to reincarnate. You reap what you sow.

>>40660840
I'm fine with my physical state if i could just keep the focus of my mental state. Or a better description would be that i want to let go of my mental state, exist without one. Observing, not participating in life

>>40660815 (OP)
>wah I want to be a single drop of rain wah wah
You need a slap and wake the fuck up kiddo. You need a little Gurdjieff in your life.

>>40660815 (OP)
i feel you anon, but i don't think it can be helped. . . im sure you'll find meaning and realize what is outside this world!

You already do that, but you are unsconsicous to it because of the individual ego.
Search information about atma vichara and, above all, pratice it, pratice it until it becomes like breathing to you, then the ego will eventually subside.

Bhagavan related. His atma vichara got me free from fapping and videogame addiction for almost an year now.

>>40660867
Who said that the cycle of reincarnations was of the body, and not the mind?
You reap what you sow.

>>40661067
>just turn your brain off, bro
It is hilarious to me how people are actively trying to become NPCs.
What's equally hilarious is ANY response to laughing at them only proves that they are failing.
They are the ultimate cucks.

There is something wrong with you if you'd rather feel nothing than joy.

>>40660815 (OP)
https://tomdas.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/seven-steps-to-awakening-1.pdf

>>40660815 (OP)
If you don't have any serious mental issues, than you should try Vipassana, this technique truly works (in tradition of Sayagyi U Ba Khin, tought by Satya Goenka!) . My advice: search for nearest Vipassana center (primarily with free 10 day course). If you'll get there, than u should work very responsibly, it's not an easy thing