>>40670889I feel like I've been swimming against the current for a while, and I am at a loss for words when I try to explain it to people who never went through that.
I have one question if you don't mind sharing more about your experience: how did you find "what they allow"? I'm currently only navigating through trial and error, and I have been fortunate enough to be on the "right path" where all doors suddenly opened a few times.