>>40672059 (OP)I mean I have worked with her before, in a semi-devotional invocational way (veneration without worship, which I only give to the Highest) but nothing extremely major. I invoked her every day for a time, and I did a ritual with her with my order. I experienced interesting things and was progressing with what I wanted help with while invoking her, but I feel like I fucked up in regards to my inertia and laziness; as in I tumbled in my spiritual practice, and I got burnt out on anything and everything, and ruined the progress I was making. This lack of enthusiasm has been an issue for a while now. But maybe itโs part of the process