Heyo :) I would like to share my views on spiritual-religious subjects.
I now believe or rather know that pagan gods are demons. This is new info for me since I always believed they were at least neutral entities that seek to help humanity. However, this is not the case, they are demons.
I still firmly believe in a god, the supreme lord, but now I don't believe he's a spirit anymore. I now believe he's not a spirit, but an entity, benevolent and merciful but not a spirit. He's not one thing among others, but the thing that created and sustains everything. But he's not even a thing. He's before the first and after the last. He's indescribable in his true nature but silence would be the thing that describes him best. Utter silence in words deeds and thoughts. I am also newly of the opinion that an enlightened one doesn't think. As I said above complete silence describes god best and an enlightened one permanently sees god with his heart and thus no thoughts arise. However I am still uncertain about this no thought thing. Alright please tell me what you think god bless. :)