I keep having the most disturbing dreams. What does this say about the state of my soul

You are evil.
You will pay for all that you have done.

>>40682986
feels bad man

>>40682981 (OP)
To me it sounds like a state of confusion and unprocessed trauma
Do you want to talk about it?

>>40682981 (OP)
I was born with disturbing dreams and they faded as I indulged them in early pubescence.
Then reality became disturbing itself, so I talked about other people's good dreams until it scared away the evildoers.
Then my own good dreams came to me and I whispered of one to a being that no one considered alive and suddenly it became alive with me.
Dreams are what separate you from being a slave to the state,
cultivate them with hard work

Demons keep attacking me in my dreams

It's always something unpleasant and energy draining. Like being lost in a foreign country or being put into childhood traumatic situations again.

How do you make them fuck off?

>>40682981 (OP)
That you are a retard for believe in souls.

sometimes I dream about having gay sex
Once when it happened I came in my pants
I was sandwiched fucking a hairy asshole while another guy fucked my ass

I get aroused just thinking about it desu
Not gay BTW, but that shit is hot as hell no homo btw

It's actually a sign of stagnant Qi
I would work on your health.
Consider some moderate exercise or diet changes

Zinc, Mag. Glyincate, vitamin b6
Chamomile, lemon grass, mugwort tea
No meat or dairy products (made from suffering, you are what you eat, you reap what you sow, you put suffering into your body you will end up suffering. pretty basic really).
sleep affirmations (come up with what dream you want, visualize the dream happening and repeat a mantra of your choosing will falling asleep)
Exercise
Sunlight
No alcohol
No cigs
No weed
and of course, Semen retention.