i cant help but feel resentful and angry at god / reality / the universe, whatever you call it, for putting me in this flesh vessel. I hate this body and have wanted it off for so long. i just cant adapt to being this stupid fucking thing, i hate it. Fuck you, whatever made me into this, I hate it. God how i fucking hate this form of mine, god its terrible, what an awful thing to happen to me, man, fuck

>>40686826 (OP)
you'll acclimate just fine, old soul. relax a bit

>>40686830
i dont want to acclimate, i want this to stop. I dont want stockholm syndrone, i want this thing off, i hate this world so gosh darn much :(

That is the default state of humanity if you aren't a hylic npc or an archon in a human suit

This place is a shit prison filled with deceiving, monitoring and pestering spirits. All designed to extract energy from people with a divine spark

>>40686852
like you?

>>40686826 (OP)
Have you, then, awakened your third eye?

Past lives can be a bitch.

But Christ-Consciousness is always within reach and solves all.

>>40686893
i cant even really respond to you because i cab tell we are just fndamentally going down different routes in this life. No, the same things which help you wont help me, or most people, but honestly? Maintain your innocence. Pretend it can. My past lives were lonely, violent, and short, all the ones i can recalll.

Your problems are caused by a lack of consciousness. You have to suffer to get to the next level my nigga.

>>40686959
We are all on our different alchemical journeys, our different timelines, etc.

Point is, if your hedonic state ever gets too low, just remember that Christ is always there for you.

The material world is obviously fake -- an illusion dreamt up to teach you what your higher self wants you to learn.

>>40687057
Nobody cares about your jew on a stick fag. That's the opposite of enlightenment.

>>40687083
Animosity made you speak what you spoke.

>>40687101
that was literally a different anon, not me Op, to clarify. Anyways listen i appreciate the advice but you gotta understand that for most people saying to just turn to christ can sometimes feel a bit generic or over generalized advice due to the constant influx of people saying
>Seek jesus! seek jesus!!
It can help some, i know that. But so can bhuddism. Or platonism. Or ect. None of those ideologies quite fix much for me personally however.

>>40687101
Yeah I have animosity towards faggots. And?

>>40687135
The jew on a stick is just conformity taken to a spiritual level. Take your bruises like a man and at the worst you die. Not a big deal, you can always come back. Go out swinging and burn it all down.

>>40687135
>for most people saying to just turn to christ can sometimes feel a bit generic
Except that it works. That's what smug secular types like you are not getting. I was a smug atheist like you for most of my life but direct knowledge (gnosis) changes everything.

> i just cant adapt to being this stupid fucking thing

>continues to adapt

>>40687226
i communed with god before a few times, didn't make me religious at all though. Anyways, you need your beleif system, use it as you need, but it really doesnt work for everyone. There are evil christians and good athiests, ect ect. You're the one going around calling people smug, maybe you yourself are on a bit of a high horse, consider that. It would be as silly if i went around saying
>HERE ME, HERE ME, MY SCEPTICAL EMPIRICIST WORLD VIEW IS ALL YOU NEED TO CURE ALL YOUR WOES, FIX ALL AILMENTS, ECT ECT
come on man, are you sharing your religious ideas or trying to be a snake oil salesman?

>>40687054
gay
>>40686826 (OP)
then figure out how to gain control somehow
learn how to gain the freedom to not get caught up, then stay above all the bullshit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUr42iWuztw

I wish I were more than human

>>40687632
I'm not a promoter of religion. I'm a promoter of finding God within.

>>40688920
you're not a promotor of religion bc you don't have one as christianity is fake religion.