Has anyone ever experienced seeing different timelines, or an alternate version of yourself? Anything else as strange? Ill tell my story

I was going through the most depressive mode in my life currently, by far the closest ive been to kms. That whole day i just laid there and agonized till i passed out.

Suddenly i felt i was nowhere, and that i wasnt OP anymore. I felt such immense ease and happiness. It changed suddenly when i was looking at the mirror in a bathroom from my school during my younger years. I saw in the mirror a blonde looking twink (looks nothing like me) and thought if this was who i am. Suddenly he starts doing gay shit and running his hands through his hair. i felt uncomfortable and grossed out observing this. Suddenly he seems to somehow notice I was watching him and becomes shocked and startled. Now suddenly I somehow gained control over his body, and was trying to look at myself in the mirror now. I couldn't look right because the face was shrunken in this tunnel vision, and outside it was way too magnified, that it looked blurry. hard to explain. Only by looking at him through the corner of my eyes I could see his actual facial features. Suddenly the dream ended.

Anyone ever had anything like this? Am I a gay twink in the next life? help me out anons.

I have become my ex girlfriend twice. I have been thinking about her and then I wake up as her and I am her for a little while, and then boom I am back in my body. There's 2 sets of thoughts when it happens. Her thoughts and my thoughts. Im aware of both sets of thoughts. Somewhat of an erotic experience as well. Won't lie even though Im straight. I was exceptionally close to her from the time we were children and we are both psychic though she descended into a dark schizophrenic place with it and decided she despised me.

>>40687017
Never heard of becoming someone entirely else, interesting to hear anon. Sorry to hear what ended up of her though.

>>40686939 (OP)
>I was going through the most depressive mode in my life currently, by far the closest ive been to kms. That whole day i just laid there and agonized till i passed out.
I'm very sorry. Consciousness is everywhere, I am you and you are me. We are all, 'something' trying to experience the breadth of reality, pain sorrow happiness anger, power, helplessness, surrender, peace, everything, we are greedy, like that.

You can be anyone you want to be.

>>40687047
I can kinda always feel what she's doing or thinking or feeling anyhow. She is dark though. And she is the opposite of me. She's wicked racist, into MAGA and other /pol/type things (though she has a baby from a black father) and I'm a communist. We're some form of connected opposites I surmise.

>>40687052
Thanks, i try to be who I want, but I never seem to succeed at doing that unfortunately.

>>40687064
everything there Sounds all like a brutal mess. yeh funny though you can still see the beauty in them somewhat despite this life. Have the same with some other woman

>earliest me: Chimp that fucking hated every other chimp and would constantly fight with everyone until getting stomped to death by a gorilla.
>then was a tailors son who impersonated a stargazing navigator to try getting a place on a boat, they wanted me / him to navigate, few days later they realized i was leading them in circles and threw me overboard
>intalian in 1930 who fought with parents daily, beat up parents weekly, got drafted into the navy, started dismantling a ship day one and attacked other crewmen with a pipe, died by firing line a week later
so far so good

Yes, I experienced something similar to what you've described.
I woke up, and I was in a different body, in a bed; it looked like the room of a cruise ship. I could see the room, my legs, and a woman's legs next to me. We were on a bed. But I wasn't able to turn my head or move my body.
It felt real, very different from a dream.
Can't make sense of what that experience is.
Parallel dimensions? Different timelines? Past lives?
It's your Isekai, brother: "I reincarnated as a blonde gay looking twink"

>>40687064
>into MAGA and other /pol/type things (though she has a baby from a black father)
careful fighting monsters, lest you become one...
Careful staring into the abyss, because the abyss gazes back at you.

Any strong negative emotion towards something is a sign of something bigger lurking in your psyche. If one doesn't gain awareness of what it is, it's easy to become consumed by it entirely.

>>40687151
Whatever youre writing about is wrong, irrelevant, unrelated to my posts and non sequitur. just an FYI

>>40686939 (OP)
All I know is that I feel stuck as the person I was in my past life. I barely recognize my current life as me because I know I'm supposed to be something else.

>>40687064
I see why she despises you. Communists belong under the communist boot. Not in America.

>>40687017
Did you date john malkovich by chance?

Check out this guy that bumped into another person/timeline for 8 years during a 45 second salvia trip - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5ycaGcX_w8

There's also the "lamp" story. I'll have to dig around for a link but there's a reddit post compiling these kinds of experiences.

>>40688614
Same anon - Here's the link for "The phenomena of people who have lived entire lifetimes in dreams"

https://www.reddit.com/r/Echerdex/comments/yxevob/the_phenomena_of_people_who_have_lived_entire/

>>40687119
Sounds very lovely, too bad you couldn't explore the room. I've only had a handfull of those dreams that feel completely real, ive forgotton most.

>It's your Isekai, brother: "I reincarnated as a blonde gay looking twink"

kek, im sure that will be a great story


>>40687184
Can you elaborate more?

>>40688614
I've heard of the lamp one, i am confident that ones a fake. But havent heard of the man living 8 years in 45 seconds, ill check it out. thanks anon.

Since I was a kid I've had this vague recolection of being in what now I could only describe as a pagan ritual campfire, I must have been 6 years old at best. They drugged me, made me see into the future briefly and not much lather presented me to a girl with yellow eyes, then punished me for not presenting myself properly or whatever. Y'know what is worse? I saw DDLC, the lame gay ass edgy visual novel video game. Seeing people play it on youtube back in 2017 unlocked this traumatic memory at once, giving me a full on panic attack over nothing. Guess my kid self being diddled saw our future as some loser weeb. Makes sense...

>>40688872
I have one life that buck broke all my other lives and it's the only one I can feel. I have yet to take any kind of serious action in my life that didn't line up with what happened in that life. I feel a complete lack of motivation if I'm not doing something related to that life. Circumstances are different than what was happening then so it makes things hard.
There was a race swap, moved to the other side of the globe and something like a 500 year time gap. When I look at myself in the mirror I always laugh at myself like I find it absurd they made me look like this. Like really? Feels like cosplay or something.

>>40688614
>>40688650
The idea that people live "a lifetime" or "8 years" sounds completely unbelievable to me, like it's probably like they experience a few snapshots of life taking place 8 years apart or experience some childhood moments, some adult moments, etc but the idea that people are actually experiencing 24 hour days x365 x8+ with all the minutiae of day to day life is not remotely believable.

>>40686939 (OP)
That is because the brain has to process the raw visuals....what you have seen was just what normally your eyes see without the brain putting everything together...

>>40687017
>There's 2 sets of thoughts when it happens. Her thoughts and my thoughts. Im aware of both sets of thoughts.
Something quite similar happened to me. It was not a "different" life like OP asked, for it was mine, but I think you may be interested in hearing about it anyway. For a few weeks, in my head there were both me and my eight years old self, I had both his thoughts and mine, and more interestingly I had access to both his memory and mine at same time.
This was right after my childhood memory, that had been deleted as a child, came back as an adult though, so according to the psychologist and psychiatrist and neurologist and stuff he wasn't really there, I had just become schizophrenic because of the trauma to have my old memory suddenly coming back.
I was trying to work but I was not able to anymore, he was crying because our childhood best friend had just went forever, he was impossible to comfort. Though he was terribly sad, I wasn't, for to me it was an old story that happened so long ago and that I never remembered, it was more like in another life, but his tears were coming out of my eyes all the time... His memories were way too clear and full of details to be my own childhood memories. I also had two slightly different copies of some memories from my childhood, my blurred ones and his very clear ones. (but there were only few such doubles for most of my own childhood memory had been deleted) So not only I was now able to remember the time he lived in, but all the previous years very clearly too, and it was odd because I could feel clearly that these memories were not mine, these were the memories of a child, full of notions and symbols he had, not I. All the details that I was able to check were true, not a single one was wrong, so it was not a hallucination.

>>40689248
That makes the most sense, but idk why looking at a face in this dream was so difficult compared to other ones.

>>40688936
sounds rough man

>>40691149
interesting, sounds like schizo but stil...

>>40686939 (OP)
Like, having a "past life" regression and the recollected memories seem to happen in the future? Yeah, that shit messed with my conceptions of transmigration and time. Did I recollect a future lifetime? Or was that a past life that occured in the future because reincarnation and time is all over the place and doesn't follow a linear path?

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