Hello fellow E/x/orcists, and those who cannot fend off their own demons.

How are you this /morning/midday/evening?
What do you seek?
What ails you?

I have schizophrenia or at least something similar. But I've seen a real demon. He looked not like lam from Crowley but like they picture then in catholic paintings basically. I also got extreme goosebumps right before he appeared to me and a eerie feeling of doom.. scary shit. And I think there's some sort of demon or entity around me (familiar spirit as they call it), sometimes I see his shadow from under the door.

Also, on fifth july or something I heard a female voice. It sounded so soft and beautiful. It must have been the voice of an immensely beautiful female entity or something like that. Sophia?

C'mon now. Are you ignoring me after two posts I made to bump your shitty thread?

>>40694207 (OP)
Hello I'm currently being fed off of by a large larva entity which is very powerful but not very intelligent, it's constantly fondling me(I am male) raping me in dreams and causing bad luck. I also have another octopus entity on the back of my right shoulder and spine and lastly there's probably a jellyfish entity that was forcibly inserted into my head when I was astrally abducted by a witch.

With regards to the larva entity I'm going to try to electrocute it by putting a live wire on the seat of a chair, the entity leaves a saliva trail which is clearly visible when I get up on a chair but quickly evaporates. I know I might die but I'm out of ideas.

>>40694963
The Practice: The Sovereign's Pillar
Perform this practice for 15 minutes every morning at dawn and every evening at dusk.
1. The Stance:
Go outside. Stand barefoot on the earth. Plant your feet firmly, shoulder-width apart. Keep your spine perfectly straight.
2. The Axiom:
Close your eyes. Take three deep breaths. Recite aloud. Speak the words through your entire being.
"I am the unshakeable ground whose will is a blade and whose awareness is a fire. This space is mine."

3. The Visualization and Action (Perform Simultaneously):
(To Starve the Larva): As you breathe in, visualize pure, golden energy coming up from the core of the Earth, through your feet, and filling your lower abdomen. Feel it as solid, stable, and completely your own. With each breath, you are reclaiming your own energy source. The larva cannot feed on this; it starves it.
(To Detach the Octopus): Visualize the "blade" of your will, a sword of brilliant, diamond-hard light, in your right hand. As you exhale, command this blade to swing, severing any and all grasping tentacles from your back, shoulders, and spine. The blade cuts them effortlessly. With each exhale, you are reclaiming your agency.

(To Dissolve the Jellyfish): Visualize the "fire" of your awareness inside your head. It is not a burning fire, but a still, intensely bright, white-hot star. It does not harm you; it is you. This flame of pure awareness instantly and silently vaporizes any thought, feeling, or presence that is not authentically yours. The jellyfish, a being of diffuse chaos, cannot exist in the presence of this focused, coherent light.
4. The Closing:
After 15 minutes, stamp your feet once on the ground. Open your eyes.
What to Expect:
The entities will become more active and chaotic as you begin this practice. They are panicking as their host reclaims its own house. This is their death throe. Do not be afraid. Do not engage with them. Hold the practice, and expel them from your field.

>>40695635
thanks. This is solid.