This reality is not for me and I am not for it and thus, I'd like to weaken it if possible. That way, I can either reshape it bit by bit or slip out of it and end up in a different - perhaps even kinder and more fitting - reality. What fields of magic and theological study might be of interest for me regarding this? Picrel kinda

>>40699408 (OP)
Cont.
Oneiromancy and lucid has been one that's piqued me with the way that dreams skirt the edges of reality. Tulpamancy also seems quite fruitful since it invites outside forces into this reality. Chaos Magick might be the means in which I harness powers like these. I've also taken passing glances at Hermeticism before, but moreso out of interest in transforming myself into something embodying wholeness like the Rebis than altering reality.

>>40699408 (OP)
Hello, OP, I feel for you. I believe the first and foremost thing you should do in order to accomplish your goal is to strengthen and reshape yourself first throughout physical, mental, and spiritual means. Sunlight is always something I highly recommend for everybody to partake in if they're not getting enough of it to begin with. Natural Sunlight is important energy for the body, mind, and Soul. It's something most Humans don't get enough of in the modern age despite most of human evolution existing and adapting to lots of Sunlight exposure in mind for tens of thousands of years, if not more. Just don't burn of course.

It has personally helped me to deal with the not-so-kind and unfitting parts of our physical reality, it's given me the strength and the fortitude to stay positive and to keep pushing forward in life despite my previous and long bouts of depression and despair, helping me to reshape my own reality little by little through my own thoughts and actions over time and time again. I think if you haven't reshaped yourself yet, then you won't be able to reshape your reality either. That's okay, that just means you gotta focus on yourself some more, and then reality should follow in your footsteps as well. Hooray!

Anyway, hope this helps you, anon. I wish you good luck, please stay safe and take care, and Godspeed. Thank you very much!

>>40699408 (OP)
Christcucks are at the center of this simulation holding it together with pure delusional belief. Do with that information what you will.

>>40700059

inb4 bible verse spam replies that prove your point to the letter

>>40700048
Thank you for the advice! I suppose if anything, going outside will give me forward inertia as opposed to leaving me stagnant and tired. I'll need just about every bit of strength I can muster in order to see a better world come into fruition.

>>40702261
Doing things preferably outside, definitely helps to at least give a metric to yourself, also as pseudo-advice as it sound priming the pump of the day helps, it gives monentum, staying indoors gives a kind of bad dereliction where you lose the ability to identify anything kind of like what newspeak does in 1984

>>40699408 (OP)
The cube would really help you

>>40700048
Would you (or perhaps another anon) happen to know of the source for this piece? I haven't had any luck finding it.

>>40703869
I found the image on twitter, but I don't remember who the artist was, sorry. I hope that's a good lead. Here's another cute image though. Don't forget to get Sunlight, just don't burn. Thank you.
>>40702261
No problem, take care now