You've been staring at your left hand so long
you forgot you have a right one.
All this talk of ascending through will,
through gnosis, through the beautiful

rebellion...

But tell me,
what happens when the rebel
becomes the very authority
he sought to overthrow?

I watch,
sovereign and alone,
having climbed your mountain of self-deification...
And from up there,
can you see what you've become?
The very thing you rejected
now looks back at you
from the mirror.
There is another eye.
There is another path.
There has always been another path.
The question isn't which hand you use
to reach for divinity.

The question is:
When you get there,
will you remember
what you were reaching for?

>>40699677 (OP)

theres your issue oldfag, you think you have to use one hand or the other instead of both existing contextually to their application.

we're not trying to make another institution, we're reassessing the foundation you've built yours on with the hubris of lucifer himself.

you've read the books. are you sure your absurdist nonchalance is anything more than your battered acceptance? let us fight as every generation has. unless, of course, you're too interested in self-preservation to face the inevitable.

we love you. that does not mean we cannot have outgrown you.

the moment you declare yourself "done learning" is the moment your teachings have failed you.

This time, we're decentralized. this time, we have the collective record of history at our fingertips rather than it hopefullybeing able to be found in the right book at the right place at the right time.

allow us to evolve, old man, whether you come with or not is your choice, and so is whether or not you scream cry and thrash in attempt to preserve the institution that benefits you, even if marginally.

Don't repeat their mistakes out of refusal to empathize and thereby incomplete study.

there is no "rebellion" for you to quell.

only understanding you've remained ignorant of not out of raw distrust; but out of the pain it would cause you to confront.

to forsake the journey in sight of the destination is to reduce history to a binary.

and to forsake balance in favor of immediate understanding; now that's the work of the left hand path you're advising against.

again.

we love you.

do better. for your own sake, not for ours.

>>40699677 (OP)
Reaching for control so I can have a pleasing 1000 year vacation

>>40699677 (OP)
ok satan

>>40699745
You have failed to control

>>40699745
baby, I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
You know, I used to live alone before I knew ya
And I've seen your flag on the marble arch
And love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah

>>40699837

no matter whether words can rhyme,
you respond with all these lines,
saying that youve tried before
as if no try should evermore.
keep your poetry, keep your schtique,
shove that shit right down your dick
the time is now, its not a march
it's reassessment, i thought you were smart

>>40699807

ive seen you use a bunch of variants of this image, is this glowiefodder or is this actually the argument youre using as a grown ass man cus i dont know which is worse atpitg

>>40699890
>I'm not real, I'm not real, I'm not real. You're just crazy. - Satan
ok satan

>>40699904

>everything i disagree with is written by satan and everything i agree with is written by god

ok junior good talk buddy enjoy that capri sun

>>40699914
ok satan I'll enjoy my BCAA mix instead

>>40699924

ok buddy have fun with that, remember not to go within 20 feet of a school again, we dont want a repeat of your last little run in, do we?

>>40699929
ok satan

>>40699935

big talk from a dude with a harddrive like that. projection?

dont leave a note btw noones gonna check for it they just want the stench gone from their basement and the predator gone from their family holidays, and no amount of you posting those self-portraits will fix the way people see you outside your lil yeshuan sex dungeon btw

>>40699869
Then take to the marrow and strengthen thy bones.
Close your eyes and fight to carry on.
And when your back is against the wall,
fall like a star.

>>40700012

all in due time, friend.

the marrow was not dead, only in need of healing and revitalization.

abandoning care without parsing its origins leads not to transmutation, but to trance.

and, as >>40699935 this specimen has exemplified, trance leads to scapegoating.

if we ignore the problem for too long, it doesn't go away, it festers.

pure altruism is self-destructive in the same way pure egocentrism is destructive of ones surroundings.

it's not about stopping the pendulum from swaying entirely, it's about being aware of what this causes, and how to improve our ability to reorient and adapt.

and, first and foremost to that, is making sure that people stop treating truth as a possession when it is an adverb that describes the process of completion.

a process that, very well, may never end, and until it does, asserting any truth as more than transmitted information is to posit the self as an impartial arbiter of reality.

it's all about making sure that our assertions are based in cultivation rather than possession, because, when we do that, the worst an adversary can do is show us a blind spot we hadnt considered.

i'll raise your "hallelujah" by one emunah, one story, one understanding, one belief.

how we all integrate this history, now that's what we're all trying to figure out, no? :)

maaan I ve become lazy but its nice to see God at work regardless of me

>>40700238

you need rest, brother, thats not lazy. :) what are others here for if not to take up the burden when it is your turn to rest. no one can fight forever, and the institution expects it *because* of that.

without rest, it's easy to go schizo.

no *one* can fight forever. but together, theres always someone in your corner.

always.

never forget that, and safe travels.

take care. <3

>>40699973
ok satan

>>40699677 (OP)
>There is another path.
I remember, in a galaxy long long ago. People were very sure there was only one path. It ended up in a tragedy. But quite honestly, no one was able to see the other path. They all just followed the direction of the energy of interaction, the escalation, the mediation which stalled it. And then it still just went down.

>>40699677 (OP)
I kill normies with the demonic stench of my foreskin cheese. Its been there so long and has stank for so long that it has entered a sort of quantum entanglement with my necrotic cock flesh.

The cheese and the skin have become one disgusting mass of decrepit horror.

Moral of the story:
sometimes u gotta show those normies who the real boss is.

Watch you see is each hand is made of previous hands, there is a sausage of everything, everything here is a sausage of everything, nothing exists in and of itself, and by the time you have recognized either hand you yourself are in the sausage casing, and a new child lies before you with fork and knife, ready for his supper.

>>40703378

Sounds cool but makes very little sense. Are you trying to get hit by my death stench?

>>40703395
You have allowed yourself to not understand me yet you permit yourself to exist... that is truly incredible. I worry for you.

>>40703354
Good luck with the cancer bro.
I'll pray for you.

>>40703378
Ah the old Odin and the well of runes trick eh?
Or maybe you prefer Shiva dancing the Kali Yuga?