this card appeared in my dreams, i saw it on internet, then i searched for it in real life and i discovered it exists.
ofc this can be a subconscious memory thing and i just remembered it because i was doing tarot at the time.

do you see any meaning? is it a good omen?

for context at the time i was rly poor and wanted to end my life and then i got into a good relationship and have money now. also my abusive mother died.

Seven of Disks
Success Unfulfilled
Saturn Rules 20°–30° Taurus
May 11–May 20
Sephirah 7
Netzach
on the Assiah Tree of Life
Expected profits turn to loss or even liabilities.
*Shemhamphorash Angels:
Harahel: Permeating all
Mizrael: Rising up the oppressed
*Spirits of the Goetia:
#6 Valefor (day)
#42 Vepar (night)

Unprofitable speculations and employments; little gain for much labor. Promises of success unfulfilled (shown, as it were, by the fact that the rosebuds do not come to anything). Loss of apparently promising fortune. Hopes deceived and crushed. Disappointment, misery, slavery, necessity, and baseness. A cultivator of land, yet a loser thereby. Sometimes it denotes slight and isolated gains with no fruits resulting therefrom, and of no further account, though seeming to promise well.

-According to Mr. Lon Milo DuQuette

Means wot eva...
You want it to mean...
Dude needs to stop...
Holding that hoe up...
And get it back to work...

>>40700373
sounds like me at the time, also my birthday is on may 12

>>40700373
This has been life since the end of the 2000s and the 2008 killblow
now here's the real kicker
was there actually anything to look forward to or was it all a delusion in other words literally hypercopium

>>40700362 (OP)
>or context at the time i was rly poor and wanted to end my life and then i got into a good relationship and have money now. also my abusive mother died.
For money, it means Spendthrift..
Projects involving little $$.

>>40700362 (OP)
ah an rws lullaby
stripped away from its fluff all that is left is preparation for a war, with the relevant current specifically for this VII suit domination - either dominate the current, or get out of the way - there is no waiting and something just happening because you exist and "did something", thats the rws fluff; everything that is done has value and hrows, which is bullshit. Dominate the preparation