No matter how many times I self-inflict or naturally experience real psychological damage and pain, after being out of it for long enough, I want back in and I want it to be more extreme. Even though I feel like I almost lost everything last time, I still want back, though I am more reluctant now. Simple psychological explanations don't feel like enough, please explain what spiritual issue could be causing this.

>>40700612 (OP)

Its called initiation you get magic powers the more you do it

>>40700619
Liar

>>40700612 (OP)
>what kinda sleepyhead are ya?

>>40700612 (OP)
Your'e reacting to pain with violence. Stop that and cry once and a while

>>40700612 (OP)
>blue light glasses
>candlelight
He knows

>>40700612 (OP)
You are addicted to edging, a misery gooner
Being on the spiritual edge that is
You think that spiritual risk leads to gains
But there’s no such proof that it it is so in thre spirit world

The constant exposure to frequencies.

>>40700612 (OP)
is that Roy Jay?