>>40710474 (OP)>I want to destroy my enemiesThat's murder, so you'll need physical and spiritual power. Might as well just use a gun, it's a lot less trouble and a lot more reliable. Then all you have to worry about is the spiritual degradation that comes from acting out of negative emotions. If you're lucky you'll go to prison and find the time to deal with it. Otherwise you'll probably die of overdose.
>but they're attacking meYou could have asked for the spiritual strength to be impervious. I'm just meeting you where you're at.