I’m tired chief. In 2014 I began to sense something was really off with this world. Sacrificing much to do the work towards truth to meet “them”, the orbs, but the world only gets worse. People will verbally attack you for hinting at a metaphysical reality, people will try to make you hate if you say you try not to, and everything has become so dead.
I feel best when I’m just in the silence of my home. Even most of the people I thought were potential seers can suddenly appear to me brainwashed and hateful after some months of being away from them. That is difficult to watch.
Am I doing something wrong? It is as if the world just falls and falls.

>>40711683 (OP)
Read the Gospel of Thomas only when you're ready.

>>40711683 (OP)

>Am I doing something wrong?

No. Selectivity issue.

>>40711683 (OP)
The light is corrupted, the dark is corrupted, the truth stands impermeable.

>>40711683 (OP)
Separate completely from the people acting this way. We're no longer compatible with each other, and they're on a very rapid path to self-extinction. Do not have conversations with them, give them your energy, or do anything but ignore and evade. It may be lonely, but if you can find 1 or 2 likeminded individuals IRL you'll have a fine time. The meek shall inherit the Earth. Love you bro.

>>40711683 (OP)
no this is just how it is now friend the golden economic period is over

>>40711988
It’s not just economic, the whole community is broken

have you meet the orbs? What did they tell you?

>>40711683 (OP)
I've had like 4 people on 4chan today seething at me very hard, 2 I could defuse with humor.
I keep learning to avoid, block and defuse so I think it's just a new meta that some people made it to.

>>40711683 (OP)

>In 2014 I began to sense something was really off with this world

2014 was when it started going downhill for me too. 2016 was worse. 2021 is when I realized that this reality is fake.

>>40715421
While exploring Hinduism, an orb appeared to me during yoga meditation, showing me how bhakti yoga was a corrupted teaching. And that parasites hid behind idols of all deities. If I’d call anything Krishna it would be this orb.
The orb “said” why should “I” require your human energy?
It was quite intense, before I did not know you could have these types of meetings without psychedelics.

>>40711708
Coptic Gospel of Thomas or the Infancy Gospel of Thomas?
Probably you are referring to the Coptic one found at Nag Hammadi which is baby’s first alternative gospel. The infancy one is much harder hitting as Jesus is a killer in that one.
Neither would help OP with orbs anyway.

>>40715735
Orbs wasn’t really the point, it was a colourful way to drive home the fact that I’ve had direct paranormal experiences.
I made this post in a depressed state after going out, and being completely at odds with the mood and music being transmitted across the crowds and sensing a demonic force on the stages. No community, just a fragmented mass celebration of every ego and wasting away.
I just tried to focus on something else and smile if someone made eye contact

>>40715735
>t. hylic