All I want is money and drugs and never have enough of that, either I'm getting high or spending all my money gambling and losing it all. My existence is an insane amount of suffering and it's not fair. Why does God hate me fucking much? It's terrifying and disturbing how much he is hates me. I wouldn't wish being the kind of addict I am on my worst enemy. I will never EVER be happy.

I wanna have some fun too, I have been too rigid. I gotta play some games and enjoy things a bit.

I am gonna ask for Ritalin to improve my motivation and attention.

>I chose to gamble and buy drugs and now I am poor. This is God's fault!

>>40712125 (OP)
are you even trying

>>40712125 (OP)
I was deep into drugs and fornication for a period of my life. Jesus found me and convicted me. If you accept Jesus' gift of salvation by believing he died on the cross for your sins and was resurrected 3 days later, you will receive the Holy Spirit and it will work on you, he can get heal your soul. Also, you'll get to go to heaven for eternity, so there's that.

>>40712125 (OP)
Just get some Sunlight and eat an avocado, anon, you'll be fine. That's what helped me with my suffering anyways. OK, good luck bro and please stop gambling! The House always wins in the end, after all! See ya!

>>40712267
Awesome, that sounds like a good alternative plan. Good luck, anon, and don't forget to get plenty of Sunlight as well without burning, it's helped with my ADHD and depression and anxiety and my kleptomania too. Thanks and Godspeed, friend!

>>40713648
Cool, hope it works out for OP. I'm glad it worked out for you, too. Make sure to get Sunlight, it good for you.
>>40712125 (OP)
Why don't you give his advice a try, OP? Don't forget to get Sunlight too! Maybe it will help with your addiction and depression too as well! Good luck and take care, buddies! And keep living your life to the fullest, my anonymous friends! Never give up hope and you'll make it! Yay!

>>40712125 (OP)
pissed off tyche