did I just fuck up?
about a month ago I did some spells and offerings to Eros asking to meet a girl I would like and within a few days of doing this I met a girl who met all the criteria I asked for but she ended up rejecting me and I haven't met anyone since.
so, just now I decided to try cursing Eros until he gives me what I want but I don't know if that was a good idea because making such a powerful spirit angry might have very bad consequences. ultimately I want reconciliation but I feel that he has wronged me by dangling what I want in front of me and pulling it away, and I want him to make up for it.
does anyone know how to do this sort of thing effectively and what sort of protections I should use to keep anything bad from happening?

If u can autofelatio why u need a girl

>>40712748
I'm asexual, I just want someone to hold me and say they love me
I can do it myself but it's not as good

>>40712708 (OP)
> he has wronged me by dangling what I want in front of me and pulling it away
FIRSTLY he served it up on a silver platter and YOU fumbled it. He brought you a woman with all the criteria, sounds like an answered prayer to me. You’re acting like he was DoorDash and you left your own food on the cold porch for an hour.

SECONDLY, sometimes the best answer for a prayer is a lesson. Perhaps this is the first false-start and then you develop into an adult (I have to assume you’re young to be doing such things) and you meet her later, now you’re HER answered prayer. Happy ever after.

Thank your lucky stars you even got a God interested in your love life at all

>>40712765
Well desu i think asexual men have a decent chance finding an asexual woman partner

>>40712815
>FIRSTLY he served it up on a silver platter and YOU fumbled it
I did my best and my best wasn't good enough, why do you think I'm trying magic for this instead of doing it the normie way?
it doesn't change the fact that the intended outcome hasn't been achieved.
>Perhaps this is the first false-start and then you develop into an adult (I have to assume you’re young to be doing such things)
I'm 24 and I've already wasted too much time. I want it to happen while I'm still young. I don't care for societal norms of 'maturity' and 'masculinity', having to fundamentally change who I am in order to be 'worthy' of loving me just means that they love someone who isn't me.
>>40712917
where do I find one?
dating apps are dehumanizing and full of normies and hoes