The only thing left to do is to distract ourselves endlessly.
>>40719205 (OP)I do question it. Especially since I could "see" the grid as a child.
I obsessed over helping others to see, but was just met with attacks and hatred. So maybe my soul had some bodhisattva delusions? Those are certainly gone so I hope they can't force me here again. Like a metaphysical rule they can't break.
No one will believe me, but at one time I suffered from severe panic attacks (very severe), I also lost weight because of this and was crazy. So, at that time, when I covered one eye with my hand, I saw green vertical stripes running on a black background, like in the matrix, I'm not kidding. (Maybe that's why some gods are one-eyed and Hollywood/musical stars often take photo with one eye closed. Odin was also one-eyed, Lugh closed one eye while using magic)
This effect passed when I overcame panic attacks
>>40719205 (OP)There is nothing to escape from unless you're horrifically afraid of yourself and your life
>>40719590Hylic
This place is a material prison and designed as a rinse cycle for suffering.
Something malevolent traps humanity here
>>40719238>I obsessed over helping others to see, but was just met with attacks and hatred.That's because nobody asked. Stop trying to force yourself on others. Good or bad, forcing what you want onto another person is a violation of their freedoms, even if you think it's for their own good.
>>40719205 (OP)Calm down, you're only here for more or less a century.
All that matters is whether you can keep your sanity during it or not.