Anonymous
7/14/2025, 4:14:26 PM No.40722931
So, I got a best friend n he's my roommate. We like to drink n watch films, broke atm. I got anger issues 0 to 100 quick and sometimes he pisses me off inadvertently, I'm generally a person who avoids human interaction anyway, but this guy considers me a brother. 2 weeks ago I got really irritated and ended up telling him to get run over by a train or something. Some other awful shit I've said that. Anyway today in the morning he was crossing the road rushing to work, woke up late and bit drunk, he got hit by a double decker bus. The bus window was all smashed up and another roommate phoned me to come outside quick. There were lots of ppl already and he laid in front of the bus. I thought he was dead and honestly that made me start crying n panicking in front of people, which is rlly gay cause I'm a tall guy generally towering over everyone. Anyway he is ok, visited him in hospital brought him his belongings like his phone that he gave me while in state of shock, the guy got away with a hip fracture and two small stitches on his head. Feel like I must get rid of my tongue now like picrelated. I feel very often like I want to forget human languages, not be able to speak to or hear other people or even forget how to have human thoughts. Yesterday we watched Shanghai Noon.
Anyway I believed in power of words and even thoughts for last couple years but this rlly solidifies their existence for me. Have to be careful what you speak and what you think
Anyway I believed in power of words and even thoughts for last couple years but this rlly solidifies their existence for me. Have to be careful what you speak and what you think
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