Is there any way to lose your identity, your memories, your personality? How can someone be left like a blank slate?

I know the concept is called "Tabula Rasa."

>>40745852 (OP)
Try ingesting a 9mm round ballistically.

It seems that OP was a victim of trauma.

>>40746178
It seems OP expect you to behave more like a schizo wizard and less like a wannabe therapist

>>40745852 (OP)
Isnt this essentially what a lobotomy does?

>>40745852 (OP)
Like I said to you before,
>shrooms

Honestly anon, I don't think so, not without creating another one. I know how to kill your original identity and personality, but only by replacing with 1 or 2 more alternate ones. And the memory thing I think is even harder/maybe impossible. So yeah. I don't think you can have a blank slate.

>>40745852 (OP)
I really do not recommend this but you become evil in whatever way fits you. Why do you want to delete yourself?

>>40746407
I can only subsist with the idea of being someone else. Either that or death.

>>40746903
Well, finding someone to be with would surely be easier than dissolving yourself into The Nothing, which to do in such totality might be a decades long process of slow descent that gets worse and worse.
But the truth is that you need to face your shadow and you instead want to be with someone to supplant the need to do so (which will not work, thus the relationship would fail)
You don't get to integrate an external shadow without eating her light and why would you do such a thing to a person you claim to love?

>>40745852 (OP)
Time

>>40745852 (OP)
When they dream, I sometimes forget who I am when in a dreamstate.

https://youtu.be/BdYKCzl7eK8?si=RrhWhmWnmmbnk4m1

I am a criminal a master among thieves
Sentenced without appeal for a crime I won't admit
Oh, sure, I did the deed, but one should never tell
Come and admire me, a rotten king, is wallowing in filth

I follow principles of selfishness and crime
But you can't prove I'm guilty any single time
I'll do it all again whenever I come back
I'm like a rattle snake, I roll and shake, I'm ready to attack

Deep down inside I know
That I deserve my woes
But I don't really give a damn
I'll tell a million lies
Corrupt the ones most wise
To regain access to my land

I'm on an exile
Lost without a home
Exile
Longing to return
I'm on an exile

I'm an assassin and a perjurer at best
Too many selfish sins I carry on my chest
I'm banned from anywhere I've ever called a home
A wild erratic beast, I scrounge and feast, on carcasses and bone
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But still I'm hunting for
The pardon I implore
For many sins unanswered yet
Still longing to return
To see the girl I love
I live in punishing regret

I'm on an exile
Lost without a home
Exile
Longing to return
I'm on an exile

I live the present tense
And lack all kinds of common sense
There is no lesson I can learn
You'd think that I'd repent but I still claim my innocence
I know someday I will return

I live the present tense
And lack all kinds of common sense
I've pillaged raped and burned
My days are full of gore

But there is nothing I love more
Someday I will return
I'm on an exile
Lost without a home
Exile
Longing to return
I'm on an exile
Exile
Come on come on come on come on
On an exile
Exile
Going nowhere
On an exile
Exile

*Rows towards your star boat in an insane manner*

WAIT I HAVE TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING IMPORTANT I AM COMING!
JUST
STAY
RIGHT
THERE!

https://youtu.be/eQNI1KfGXBA?si=7KiuqLjDnCrGfjJ-