I almost unalived myself by doing nofap. I get horrible brain shivers from doing it. Like it feels like my brain was having a seizure in my skull when I do it for more than 30 days. I'm currently doing it for the benefits, but I realize that this shit can be deadly if done for too long. I feel weak af after masturbating but I feel sick if i retain for too long. So I started doing research about celibacy killing people and apparently it has killed some people. Maybe I'm just not built for it and God never intended me to go the kingdom of heaven. I don't know or maybe my medication and disability makes semen retention impossible for me. I have schizophrenia which is a disorder where you have too much dopamine in your brain. Maybe by doing nofap it was shocking my system and making it harder for me to stay sane since no fap increases the amount of dopamine in the brain..

>>40746488 (OP)
Dude, you HAVE to jack off or you'll DIE.
reddit is that way
If you're not a redditor than learn to harness your kundalini energy. Thats the source of your spontaneous movements since nofap energises the kundalini

>>40746539
I literally twitch like a drug addict while doing this shit. I didn't know it was because of kundalini. That's very interesting. I have no idea how to harness that energy. Can you give me some resources?

>>40746570

If only there was a general thread for semen retention.

>>40746539
or you can castrate yourself

>>40746488 (OP)
That's your body reacting negatively to lack of the "drug", the drug being masturbating in this case. The system shock is scary but you have to overcome it. Find other things you can use as an outlet for your energy so your system can stabilize itself without a shock. I know you can do it anon. "Im not made for God's Kingdom" is a lie from the devil himself. You can succeed.

>>40746488 (OP)
Yea

>>40746488 (OP)
Have you tried chakra healing?
Start with the root.
Then sacral. See how your body vibrates when you go up the scale, chakra by chakra.
I suspect your sacral and your heart are gonna feel like shit. All the more confirmation that you need to work on that.

Why is this board just christcucks flagellating themselves over having a sex drive now?

>>40746570
Demon posessed.
You don't need to fap, you don't need to not fap.
Your response is psychosomatic, brought on by a pattern in your mind, probably from childhood, much like a tantrum.

>>40746488 (OP)
>30 days
You have to at least double that to begin experiencing the effects

>>40749952
Im too busy reporting the feces fetishist to tease out a new spiritual angles of escape

>>40749952
It's flagellation over not being able to control the sex drive, there's a difference.