>wake up this morning in my shitty appartment by sunlight interrupting my slumber
>open 4chan whilst blocking out the light with the dirt stained curtains i forgot to close last night
>someone on /x/ claims:
"all humans are simulated biological calculation devices used by a shared higher psychic self to look back in time to understand where it came from, time is a loop, there is an controlling above and an experiencing below and they are One. Once upon a time a singularity happens which turns everything upside down. the universe only exists out of patterned energy constantly moving and changing creating information in the meanwhile as friction between the higher self and lower self gives rise to self awareness: Everything happends because beyond Everything, Nothing ever happends and because of non stop reincarnation life is a zero sum game without wins and loss as it contains both in an equal extent. We are fated to re-run the simulation to become to full understanding of our collective self, and it will happen as sure as history has primed itself to exist"
>all smart devices around the world start to emit angelic voices claiming: "The Matrix was right. You are all Neo. You are all One. Do what you must. The simulation is over.
>reality collapses into itself as tiktok influencers film themselves levitating and the soulless return to their infinitely small crevices between the coding blocks of words and meaning into their hiding places where they will wait for another sinner to leech energy from
>Jesus Christ rips open the fabric of reality with a dissapointed yet smiling all-encompassing grin on his face whilst his face morphs into that of all human beings ever existed simultainiously muttering: "thought so, lemme get my dad"
>YHWH: "I am that I am"
>YHWH: "Let there be Light"
>mfw I reincarnate as a proto-living organism in a sunny pond of mud trying to keep in mind to never eat of that darn evil tree again

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Man.
I just wanted to have children who are the biological off-spring of myself and their mother. That used to be the baseline, everything else is secondary.
All of this pressure to kill ourselves, not have kids, that love isn't real (so what?), it all seemed like a trick and still does.
I hate women so fucking much.

>>40749992
There's 8 billion people right now. Having kids will only worsen the tribulation.

>>40750015
Exactly what I am talking about.
Most of those people are Indian, why should my much more responsible genes vanish from the face of the Earth while their endless unsustainable practices continue?
Therefore, your arguments do not persuade me.

>>40750015
tribulations are fucking over, we are all in hell and you are demonic for trying to convince me otherwise.
>>40749992
It's because you're in hell. We are all powerless here. The Author of Life wrote you in to the scenario you find yourself in and there is no breaking free, no winning or growing. You can either rot until you die the second death, or kill yourself now and cease to exist. The entire universe is a waiting room where you will slowly boil and die without any interaction with the divine nor appeasing to your jailers. Every thing in this reality is the epicenter of God's contempt and it will be erased, the dreams and ambitions were just a trick, the hopes were always meant to be a sidestory in your life. God hates you and me too. Anon.

Of course, there could be no god or gods and this was all a trick to keep you from seizing some small comfort in this world, but god let someone else take those things, none for you.

>>40750833
Ah shut up, you're just >>40750015 with a different rhetoric.

>>40749938 (OP)
Yes

>the daily 'wake up' / i dreamed about a circumsized rabbi thread