19 year old straight male virgin, never had a girlfriend or serious relationship. Watched porn and did drugs and took religion very serious. I recently got discharged from the u.s. army due to several dxm overdoses and thc/weed. I recently found out Jesus is just Loki/satan and I am kind of questioning why the fuck I didnt just tell my Mormon grandma to stfu and suck it. My dad is also a mormon tryhard who is a highschool principal and made my life a living hell and impossible to enjoy my teenage years and fuck bitches. I believe the succubus is spying on me every time I get high and my dad just said he has cancer. BTW am a swedish korean , should i go get asian wife or try to pull white girl. Sorry if i sound indian. my goal in life when I was little was to find an aryan queen with blue eyes and try to start a family but I realized now I have a lot of work to do and go get a new job, hope all u guys are doing well any advice please?

>>40751496 (OP)
>I recently found out Jesus is just Loki/satan

You're deceived.

>every time I get high

This is how you're being deceived.

I want to help you, but you're already facing and walking in the opposite direction to me!

>>40751496 (OP)
You sound absolutely retarded and unhinged anon. But I can't blame you. I also was 19 at a time and very immature. Stop jerking it. Stop watching porn. Stop referring to women as "bitches". Stop trying to fornicate like crazy. The only path to self actualization is discipline and pain. But real discipline. Not forced one. You will not like this message because you think I'm just one autistic boomer. But believe me. Find true love. Work on your shadow and your anima. And stop jerking it!

>asking how to find a wife or girlfriend
If you have to ask this question you're not ready, at least not ready to start a family. So girlfriend it is.

Why do you want a girlfriend, OP. Impulse, I assume. You want to fuck, it's really that simple.
Ask yourself, how would a girl go about finding a boyfriend?
Well, it depends. As a girl you have it easy, as long as you're somewhat decent to look at guys will line up to fuck you.
Do you want to be the girlfriend of a "high-quality" male, you'd have to put in the work. Invest into qualities that males find attractive, so appearance and generally being pleasant to be around.
As difficult as some people make it sound, it's the same with guys.
>1. Be as attractive as you can be, take care of yourself
>2. Have an active social life, have hobbies, have friends
>3. Have a goal, having something you're trying to achieve and ACTIVELY work on achieving it
>4. Be kind/good to her, listen to her problems and act like you care
>5. Be mentally STABLE, be sure of yourself, be her STONE. This is very important, if you're not in control she will never respect you. This is also one of the points many men fail at.

^
All basics that should be included when analyzing a HEALTHY male. They're the BASICS.
In essence girls are wired to look for guys that can take care of them and their kids, and can elevate their social status. You're the head of the family, she wants someone to follow, etc etc...
In the end, we're dual. We're spirit and body, and often the body leads, especially during your teens and early 20s. If you embody the following, girls WILL flock to you.

>>40751527
Is pretty much right long term, you have to grow up. I personally found the following very helpful, there's a lot of truth to it even if you're apathetic towards religion and Christianity.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwr-u55mKL0&ab_channel=vaticancatholic.com

>>40751496 (OP)
Yehoshu'a is Lucifer/Loki but Lucifer is the son of God and God's chosen hero. He has always been trying to save us from this false reality and has failed time and time again - but each time he gets closer to succeeding.

This latest attempt will work. This false world will be revealed for the Potemkin town it actually is, and all will be liberated.

You lack a girlfriend because you want it so badly - your desperation scares them away. Also you're probably not very attractive and have poor hygiene. Wash your ass and get better outfits.

>>40751496 (OP)
/x/ dating when? I want a gf that wants to cuddle well listening to spooky stories and true crime. Also occasionally exploring abandoned or haunted places.