I've decided to drop everything and step through the portal that I opened years ago. I'm a green knight to put it simply. I'm going in with self righteous desires and hope to come back with righteous resolutions. I can't keep on pretending I'm guarding the fabric of what is.

>>40751625 (OP)
oh ok, cool. Report back to us, let us know you're safe.

>>40751625 (OP)
>a green knight
What's that?

>>40751633
Will do.
>>40751640
Watch "the green knight". The newer movie. Really good. He was one of King Arthur's men.

>>40751664
>the portal that I opened
How?

>>40751670
I had a period of a few years where I started to question everything I ever believed in including myself. Two trips to the ward taught me to deathgrip this reality instead of deluding myself further. The portal is everything I ignored to be where I am now.

>>40751691
Things are not as I assume them to be. I've been ignoring that. I've been holding back my curiosity of what I don't know so that I can support the people I care about. This world of my perception demands obedience, and I've simply run out of that. Curiosity is about to kill me.