>be me
>22yo
>not a believer, not an atheist either
>locked up in my house for years
>I live on the fringes of the world, wandering internally
>I've never found meaning in religions, schools, or discourses
>one day, I stumble upon LSD
>not to get high, just... to understand
>first dose: dizziness
>second dose: opening
>I continue, once a month
>average dose: 200µg
>each time, I discover
>I go through layers of myself I didn't know existed
>I see the world differently
>I feel what can't be explained with words
then comes the tenth time
>this time

>I lose my ego
>I die
>I become everything
>I meet a Presence
>it's not a man
>it's not a god
>it's a Loving Intelligence
>Christ Cosmic
>Not Christian
>Cosmic
>Second part of the journey
>It's as if I merged with the universe
>Metaphysical orgasm
>I slept with the universe
>It's not an image
>I felt pure, violent, living love
>It wasn't tenderness
>It was a raw, carnal energy
>An eternal fire that encompasses everything
>I cried
>Not with sadness but with gratitude
>I knew, at that moment, that I was loved, that I was awaited

>I didn't have a single revelation
>No dogma
>No new religion
>But one certainty:

>>40761492 (OP)
Realizing that all religions speak of the same thing with different words
Seeing that archetypes recur everywhere (Christ, Krishna, Buddha, Osiris, etc.)
Understanding that esoteric traditions hide keys
Beginning to meditate, to observe the world differently

Experience directly Divine love through the dissolution of the ego
Realizing that truth is a puzzle scattered across all cultures
Understanding that the path is individual, infinite, and that each life is a piece of the great game
Knowing that the universe wants you alive and awake

Merging with the universe in an orgasm of cosmic ecstasy
Meeting the cosmic Christ beyond all religion
Realizing that truth cannot be spoken, only experienced
Love everything, even chaos
Being happy, truly happy

And now I understand.

I'm glad the truth isn't simply found in a single book.
Otherwise, some human beings would be far too advantaged from birth.
Born into a Christian, Jewish, or Muslim family, they would have "understood everything" before even looking.
But no.

Truth is a puzzle.
Scattered in symbols, rites, visions, texts, silences. This isn't an answer you read.
It's a quest you experience.
And it's a work that isn't done in one lifetime,
but in several.

I'm happy.
Really.

So now I'm certain that Christ is real, that energy bodies are real, that chakras are real, that reincarnations are real. And at one point during my journey, I was sad because I remembered I was an extraterrestrial and that I had incarnated on Earth, but I had forgotten my mission and who I was. And, quote, after my trip, it just went downhill, I remember. Afterward, the effects of the LSD wore off. So if you have more information on this subject, I'm very interested.

>>40761492 (OP)
how you feed yourself for years?

>>40761496
For all religions, which do not speak of an energetic body, chakra, or pure energy that completely transcends dogma. I advise you to question yourself and seek the truth, because information is being hidden from you. For a long time, I too thought that the truth was found in a single book. But that does not correspond to reality. So, open your mind. I know that in most religions, drugs are prohibited. And even in societies, people are afraid of this. But these are doors that open the mind. Because if I tell you, do years of meditation, years of meditation can lead to a drugged state, but most people will not do these years of meditation. And remember, the greatest truth is found within yourself and not outside as a god worshipped.

>>40761505
I live with my parents, my parents are the ones who feed me. Gratitude to them

>>40761522
lucky, normies have to work though.

>>40761492 (OP)
I just finger my butthole to get the same

>>40761549
I know you're joking, but there's some truth to it, because the Kundalini energy is located in this very chakra.

>>40761563
Kundalini's not in your butt and chakras are a simplified, prescriptive, not descriptive - look up acupuncture charts for something more fitting although I'll admit there's a bit of an overlap.
Also, kundalini's awakening quite different and possibly inferior to some other practices (I had people practicing more ambitious, but subtle energetic arts describe it like forcing a great electric charge through a circuit unprepared for it - that's why such awakening can often disrupt one's mental and physical health).

>>40761492 (OP)
Psychedelics are beautiful indeed
I think they are here to help us reach the next level
Plant guides that give guidance if we approach them with courtesy and respect, but tear one apart if approached without respect.
LSD made me a better human
Glad for your experience. Act in love and help others :)
For example, make your own living, and dont leech time from your parents

>>40761492 (OP)
love lsd
saw a bull
now im "schitzo" 10/10

>i lose my ego
you know that the ego is the part of the mind that mediates between the conscious and unconscious and is responsible for reality testing in addition to a sense of personal identity.
so to 'lose' that, is to literally lose a handle on one's soul, and to become for all intents and purposes, an npc. its no wonder christians constantly promote doing so. theyre a literal hivemind, spiritually stagnant, cant even connect with their own archetype, let alone god.
i truly pity you people. youre pretty much screwed. cosmic kike? anon youve lost the plot.

>>40761492 (OP)
It really is, worship Jesus

>>40761492 (OP)
Look i don't care if I get banned for asking for illicit substances I am desperate tell me exactly how you acquired/purchased the LSD so that I can do the same, I really don't care at this point I just want it. Im tired of reading about trips I want my own trip even if it costs me my actual life

>>40761492 (OP)
So you met some kind of ayy hivemind, and it managed to convince you to join it?

>>40761492 (OP)
This "all religions speak of the same thing" just doesn't quite work. You can make it seem that way by cherry-picking quotes and biased translations but if you go deeper it doesn't make sense anymore. I don't think what you say is completely wrong either. I also experienced psychedelics and there is some connection with religion, obviously and I think it is a kind of puzzle like you say, but not exactly scattered in a conventional world of time and space. The whole thing is more weird and it cannot be made sense of that way. The conventional world is likely some kind of illusion. The truth is somehow woven into our experience, but not in a conventionally understandable way.

>>40761492 (OP)
1/2

Here's OP. So, I'm going to give you some advice. Taking LSD requires knowing in advance what it entails: the trials you can do, the side effects, the positive effects, and being well prepared. You need to be in good mental shape and be in a comfortable place.

For a first time, it depends on what you want to work on. What I've noticed is that taking LSD during the day or at night doesn't really have the same effects. I'm going to describe vaguely what it feels like to take it during the day, and vaguely what it feels like to take it at night. Both can be very interesting, but it's up to you to choose where you want to start.

During the day, it's to connect with nature. I recommend taking it in a natural setting: a plain, among trees, an isolated place where you can be quiet, with few people passing by. You will then have a connection with nature, with the spirit of nature—Gaia, the creative mother, the nurturing mother.

At night, I advise you to take it in your room, a quiet place, because nighttime is for working with your inner spirit.

LSD intolerance develops quickly: it's not a substance to be taken every day. I don't know in which nationalities, but there are a huge number of testimonials on the internet. You can type "LSD trip," and people will tell you more or less what they experienced.

Also know that LSD only brings out what you already have inside you. It's not a figment of your imagination: if your beliefs are religious, for example, it can open doors for you.

>>40761492 (OP)
2/2

Here OP,
>If you want to take LSD, go through Tor. >Go to the website tor.taxi, >then to Dread. By going to Dread, you can create an account on a marketplace. >I signed up on a marketplace called Torzon. >You'll need to convert your currency into XMR. It'll take time, but once you've done it, you'll be able to do it.

Thanks for your message. Here's your sentence, fully corrected in proper French, while maintaining your original tone and intent:

>My dealer is Lucie Sky Diamond. I recommend this one; he's already delivered several times.

Be careful not to buy poor-quality LSD, because very often, it's actually NBOMe, and NBOMe is a substance that can be fatal, unlike LSD.

NBOMe can cause palpitations, even vasoconstriction, and in some cases, this can lead to heart attacks. LSD doesn't cause these kinds of effects at all.

So, for your first time, I really recommend buying 5 blotters. LSD isn't a very expensive drug: expect to pay about $40 for five blotters.

I recommend using blotters with a 150 µg (microgram) concentration; it's a good dose for a first experience.

Save this message because it won't stay here long. Peace be upon you.

>>40764156
This is it, isnt it? Say no to drugs man. Just live clean and do well for yourself and others and the environment as a whole.

>>40765629
>palpitations
nerds these days literally terrified of butterflies in their stomach smdh
you lads are going to have to learn proper brewing eventually, my recommendation is to start early

>>40763892
If autist, darknet
If not autist, psytrance parties, or seek out the drughead guys from back from school and build up connections
DN is more convenient tho
>>40765629
You can also buy lsd test kit

>>40761522
>live hundreds of past lives looking for enlightment
>go through infinite pain and hard work
>finally reach the 4chan loser neet life
>find enlightment just by taking an acid your parents paid for
What does that say about our "quest"? Peak clown world desu

>>40765615
>Also know that LSD only brings out what you already have inside you. It's not a figment of your imagination: if your beliefs are religious, for example, it can open doors for you.
So it's basically just a fever dream on steroids. Gotcha

>>40767617
>Hard work and pain evolves your soul over millennia
>World reaches a stage where hard work becomes less and less necessary
>Psychedelics emerge
>Tip you towards the edge to the next evolutionary jump
>>40767651
>Want to go through door x instead of y
>Door x is fake because you wanted to go through it
Still love you tho

>>40761492 (OP)
One way or another, the universe finds a way to bring enlightenment to those who seek it

>>40767617
"Western man needs western solutions." - Dr. David Nichols

weed shrooms mdma lsd thats all that one needs to enjoy life

>>40767589
literally just go to literally any rave and ask the most obvious person there. the older than everyone still addicted to drugs modern hippie. look for tommy chong. and if he doesnt have it, he will know someone who does. and if he doesnt, ask the next most obvious person.

>>40767796
sounds like an abrahamic problem
you shouldnt need drugs to enjoy life
in fact, theyre going to completely skew your expectations, and youll never be able to go back
>>40767589
you want dmt imo. i know jew rogaine shills it, but its as far as spirituality goes, its the best. i heard that its naturally produced by your body, but your body doesnt have the proper enzyme to activate it until the moments before you die. thats probably an urban legend, but i belive it. dmt taught me about relativity. i blacked out and suddenly had like an overhead view of a red blood cell, it moved into the blood stream among other cells and all 'pumped' in motion, it was beautiful. and then it panned out, and kept going. i forget what was next, but it was like a 4x overhead view of humans, moving like ants. and then again, the solar system, it was pretty much 2001 a space odyssey. everything was very.. connected. and it was an epiphany and spiritual revelation and its lasted my entire life. total process lasted about a minute, but felt like a lifetime.

lsd is just tricking your brain to see patterns and shapes, its synthetic, and not really special on the spiritual front imo. if youve never experimented with altered states it will be the greatest thing since sliced bread, but if youre a vet its really just telegraphed, and not very spiritual at all. best when combined with molly.

shrooms is a different story. its unpredictable. lsd is like the babby version of shrooms. shrooms you can have bad trips and torment yourself and get trapped, unable to escape the bad high. every 30 seconds or so you go into a completely new hallucination, but if youve got a bad vibe its going to carry over. and trying to remember any primordial truths is next to impossible. i tried it once, knowing last time i couldnt remember. brought a pen and paper to write it down. all i could manage was "batman". the best my brain could manage to try to preserve it. i remember the experience, but not wisdom

>>40769025
LSD+Weed sent me to DMT hyperspace and made me switch to the good timeline
Shrooms are very individual imo. Havent taken them yet, but the extraordinary healing stories I heard of it are countless. Wouldnt downplay it.
DMT is super awesome tho

>>40769063
...this is your 'good' timeline?
i dont even wanna know bro

>>40769095
As within so without