I went to a prostitute yesterday. We had a good time for an hour. She was a pretty Chinese woman. Anyway today when I went to sleep, I had the dreams of Nero the emperor of Rome calling out to his mother who he had killed. Then I was sleeping on my stomach and multiple times I felt something pushing down on my back.

Felt a bug walking all over my face. And more dreams of some sitcom character reaching out for his mother but everyone laughing at him. This symbolism is pretty see through but what did I feel on my back and face?

Any experiences like this?

>>40762142 (OP)
No.
How old are you?

>>40762191
Late 30s

>>40762142 (OP)
Maybe it has something to do with you and your own mother?

>>40762142 (OP)
Ancient chinese mind virus. Ur cooked son, whoring comes at a price.

Ask ChatGPT or DeepSeek to assume the role of Freud or your favorite psychoanalyst (Alejandro Jodorowsky works for me due “Psychomagic”) and tell him about your dream, freaking answers are mind blowing…

>>40762335
Oh man I got to the bottom of my trauma. Ty anon

>>40762142 (OP)
To my shame and in my ignorance, I visited a prostitute too OP; it's not a good path - one of sinful lust - and I regret it and ask God for forgiveness, for myself and the woman.

I'm convinced it's bad spiritually for us, and think what you experienced was some sort of negative spiritual effect, manifesting physically.

Are you planning on seeing her again? Because I would suggest not to, and instead asking God for a loving wife instead; though we now live with this sin in our past unfortunately.

>>40762688
>we now live with this sin in our past unfortunately

Though God can forgive us of it, obviously - should we ask in meekness and faith. I just find it harder to forget my mistakes, which is something else I need help from God with.

>>40762142 (OP)
Not like that but
Prostitute is a thankless job. Like, most men who hire em are ugly both inside and outside. So imagine a sponge used to clean all the filthy places, then you go and use it on yourself. Many times they have a dark or sad aura. Especially the more theyve been doing it