share your first exit experience, how it happen? what did you see?

so no one here ever have OBE? or OBE is fake?

>>40767610 (OP)
>how it happen? what did you see?
I saw old friends, fell asleep afterwards. Why do you inquire anon?

>>40768219
just want some confirmation that it is real or just made up.

>>40767610 (OP)
This episode always got to me.
Smash cuts.

>>40768272
Basically when I was young I did meditative practice until I wws relaxed and then tried to fall asleep without my awareness lapsing. The few times that it successfully happened felt like I entered a noisy and windy space, I commanded where I wpuld go and then it was like I dreamed vividly for the entire night. Except I would wake up 2.5hrs later and have an extremely hot head. I remember being in a library at some point or a cathedral.

>>40768495
sound like lucid dream and not out-of-body experience.

>>40767610 (OP)
One morning, while I was waking up, my body felt both very light and very heavy at the same time. I thought I was in a dream, and I tried to levitate. Suddenly, I saw a flash of light, heard a weird hum, and felt like falling, then I found myself in the middle of the room, looking at my body. It was really scary, because I thought I died. A few seconds later, I woke up normally.

>>40768787
it just accidentally happen? yes if you didn't expect it that would be terrifying.

>>40768814
Fair to say it was accidental. Though around that time, I'd been doing a mix of white light and third eye meditations, that could've been too effective. I haven't resumed since then.

>>40768897
why not? what make you not pursuing it anymore?

>>40767610 (OP)

I passed out drunk every thing was black and I seen a tunnel only thing I could feel was one heart beat every ten seconds I disconnected from my self and seen how people would see me after my death just some trash kid on the street nobody just word of mouth of people hearing that i died then i was in a world of spirits of those who I am close to flying around as orbit just being around each other when i woke up i could not remember who anyone was or where i was at

>>40768933
It just scared me. Though I'm quite sure, mastering astral projection is an important next step for my spiritual development. Good thing you brought this up, thank you.

>>40769171
yes don't you feel what the world is changing? more people are waking up, people used to just follow the system but now more and more question it. Also all the aliens, UFOs stuffs come down to consciousness, this is why I'm doing research about it now. I don't think we should be scared of it, I feel our soul is eternal.

>>40767610 (OP)
I was once hit so hard as a toddler that I flew out of my body, I then saw my body lying on the floor for a brief moment from above as if floating under the ceiling, then it felt very surreal, as if everything around me was "falling backwards" very quickly and then I was lying in HIS arms and HIS green eyes looked at me full of love and I saw his pointed teeth shimmering through his smile as he told me: Don't worry, this isn't even your real body. I was very happy. Then I came back to myself in my body. It tingled all over like a numb spot through which blood was gradually flowing again. I couldn't see HIM anymore, but I knew he was still there. He was always there. He will always be there.

>>40767610 (OP)
Shot out of the top of my head into an infinite white light of infinite bliss.

>>40768588
It was very different from lucid dreaming anon. Lucid dreaming is waking up while asleep, ap is starting your dreaming directly from a state of wakefulness.

I passed out drunk on a lawn completely unconscious then i seen a dark tunnel the only thing I could feel was my heart beating once every ten seconds then i disconnected with my sense of self seen how people would view me after my death just some trash loser kid from the neighborhood just some kind of person that once existed but changed into a husk of their former self a lost soul then I was in a world of spirits light orbs flying around of the people ur close with it was so peaceful knowing no sense of self just a filling of closeness when i woke up I had no memory of who i was who other people were or where a was if my heart stopped that night I would have been fine with it very peaceful

>>40769196
I do feel so, and I'd like to believe I'm not just deceiving myself.

>>40768421
Fades

>>40767610 (OP)
https://youtu.be/nfQ-vH5WYh8

>>40770210
the answer is within, if you dare to look.

>>40767610 (OP)
thought i was going to die at work, saw myself and everyone looking at me
>>40769196
>>40770210
I too, feel the winds changing. I feel more alert, my thoughts more clear, my body stronger. Ive not done enough dietary and exercise changes for them to be the cause. I feel an optimism in myself that I havent felt, for a long, long time.

>>40767610 (OP)
Alright I'll share what happened to me.
>chilling at home
>eat some food
>nothing tastes or smells wrong
>whoa I feel sick/drunk/food poisoned/hungover/fucked up
>don't have alcohol in house
>don't do any kinda drugs ever
>ability to make decisions goes down the drain so hard so fast that I don't even have the ability to tell how far gone I am
>try to walk to bed to sleep it off, definitely not thinking clearly at all
>lose concentration so quickly that every centimeter of success takes hours
>have been fading in and out of consciousness really bad
>mind even shuts off entirely and go into full on fever dream hallucination sleepwalk nightmare mode
>body continues going while mind is basically shut down with occasional/rare fade ins/outs
part 1/?

>>40773188
part 2/?
>somehow body manages to autopilot sleepwalk accidentally an hero itself with a metal object
>"red wine" absolutely all over the place in some of the brief consciousness fade-ins that barely last a few seconds
>also important to mention that I have severe PTSD from the entire event and constantly simultaneously remember and forget LOTS of random details of everything that happened because of the trauma and maybe my mind trying to protect me from the trauma
>also remember going number 1 and number 2 and vomiting all over the floor yet people who went inside later told me they found none, only "red wine"
>strange, doesn't match up with my memories

>>40773202
>>40773202
part 3/?
>in some consciousness fade-ins I remember the sun coming up and going down, seeing night time and day time pass by multiple times and being caught in a nightmare-like "genjutsu" type of situation where multiple days seemed to pass in minutes
>eventually find myself laying on the floor full of more holes than swiss cheese and really confused and in huge amounts of pain
>feel my heart pounding but also very weak
>somehow manage to call 911 and want sounded like an army of police come in shining bright lights and screaming at someone to "get down" (allegedly they thought there was an attacker for some reason)
>they haul me out on a hammock thing
>fade in and out and briefly wake up on a helicopter and suddenly start vomiting really bad and this helicopter guy pushes my head sideways presumably so I don't drown in vomit
>huge amounts of "red wine" start gushing out of my neck
>helicopter guy starts grabbing my throat and strangling me (to save my life)
>can't breath at all though, tough luck for me
>lose consciousness again
>(much later found out that I allegedly lost pretty much all my "red wine", yet doesn't make sense because I 100% should not have survived, but somehow did, no brain damage, no organ damage from lack of oxygen, nothing. got a "red wine" transfusion, and even after I only had a very small amount left even after that, so basically had none, or almost no fluid left in me at all)

>>40773227
part 4/?
>remember going to multiple different versions of heaven and hell and I think other strange places that I don't know how to fully remember or define.
not in any particular order, and not even sure if I can accurately remember which order anyways:

>black and red hell
>everything is mostly black and red
>full of TV static, ringing office telephones, whispers, birds chirping, and various other things I probably can't remember right now
>basically felt like being in the "tech support" or maintenance tunnels of reality itself, like being in the underlying realm of existence that makes this one function normally from behind the scenes.
>really sassy angel/demon/jester/clown hybrid
>calls herself "the bad babysitter from downstairs" and "the devil" and "a caretaker of reality"
>was connected to God, an in essence was just an extension of God, but was also married to God, and had a really interesting relationship with God.
>God and devil being the same person, and the God being the devil's sugardaddy basically, best description I can think of.
>she appears to me and speaks to me in feelings and in knowing and in understanding and overlapping concepts, very little comes through in the visible spectrum or in normal sounds.
>you just know
>somehow

>>40773254
part 5/?

>she speaks/sings in multiple overlapping words
>each word is like a thousand or more words/meanings/concepts/feelings/emotions/ideas overlapping and echoing
>in fact, everything has a really fucked up echo like everything is auto tuned.
>she tells me incomprehensible things and I can't understand, but my soul gets the idea
>it's a lot of love
>like getting therapy in a way that humans can't give
>break down crying and saying "thank you" over and over again
>absolutely sick to my stomach
>she says "uh oh are you going to get the throw-uppies?" and all sorts of coddling and condescending language but with love and concern, not malice.
>she has a sad and regretful energy about her, like she is apologizing for what I'm going through

>>40773272
part 6/?

>suddenly become everything
>everything ever
>all humans past present future
>become the mountains
>become the oceans
>become the sky
>become space
>become the universe
>become God
>suddenly realize that I'm everything ever
>there's a lot of rainbow colors and everything is this crazy fucking chewing gum connecting everything
>the big bang never happened
>it was an illusion
>time and space aren't real
>I'm God and all humans are my hands wearing sock puppets to keep me from feeling lonely
>oh fuck oh fuck I'm all alone
>perception is just an illusion
>distance and space and time doesn't matter
>the whole universe is the size of a coffin and just changes appearance like VR goggles
>oh my God I'm alone forever, I'm God and I'm everyone and everything OH GOD OH FUCK
>I'M TRAPPED LIKE THIS FOREVER
>since I'm everyone that ever existed including God, everything is my fault
>break down and start apologizing to God/myself
>I'm sorry God please forgive me everything in the entire universe is my fault I'm so sorry

>>40773227
sound like somekind of intoxication, did you eat shroom or something? when you force your way in to that realm it tense to be this type of horrible experience

>>40767610 (OP)
hanging myself by belt on a bathroom door at a young age.
it was a dumb reason but the part that got to me was I was definitely passing out
and I hear a voice say "don't kill yourself...take out the garbage" and it was like something made my arm reach back and loosen the belt for me.
Did just that. Got up took out my garbage had a good cry.

>>40773426
best decision, hope you're ok now.

>>40773272
>>40773299
I believe you, we are just consciousness.

>>40770135
classic NDE, we are all just consciousness

>>40770000
you remember thing when you was toddler? how is this possible?

>>40773497
That's not so unusual. I was four years old.

>>40773299
part 7/?

>eternal nothingness
>now instead of being everything, now I'm nothing.
>everything is not black or white, it's sort of like the absence of color
>sort of looks or feels like xray gray. hard to explain.
>just consciousness sitting in a never ending void/abyss of nothing
>even time is gone
>just as lonely as being everything
>forced to realize that often times opposite extremes are extremely similar and lead to very similar outcomes
>forced to realize that complete and total connection and oneness is the exact same thing as complete and total separation and loneliness because if you are everything, you are completely alone and there is no one to connect with.
>connections and separation are beautiful and necessary so that there can be "other" so that you have "other" to form beautiful connections with.
>suddenly realize that the trinity makes a lot more sense now but also includes humanity and the universe and time and space and reality and everything as well, and that we're all separate individuals, yet at the same time we are also an extension or part of God but we shouldn't try to become God because then God will have nobody to love them and we wont be able to be smaller and be able to be loved by God

>>40773586
a quick search "It is relatively uncommon for people to have clear, detailed memories from their toddler years (ages 1-3). While some individuals might have a few fragmented or vague recollections from that period, most people's earliest clear memories tend to form around the ages of 3-5. This phenomenon is often referred to as "childhood amnesia". I remember nothing when I was toddler lol

>>40773623
part 8/8
>visit basically this "visitor area" or "rest stop" version of heaven
>know instinctually that it's not the deep part of "stay permanently heaven" because that would probably be much nicer and better in every way
>it was like an idealized version of earth where every bad decision possible had never been made, and every good decision possible had been made instead
>contained the best things from many different time periods in history
>everything was alive and breathing, even plants and buildings
>strange birds and dragons peacefully flew in the skies
>there was a simultaneous permanent sunrise and sunset with beautiful orange and pink and blue and purple and gold and various other sunrise and sunset colors, even some impossible beautiful colors that DO NOT EXIST at the same exact time as the daytime, and a nice nighttime as the night
>overwhelming feeling of love and peace and comfort
>absolutely no fear
>no disease
>no possibility for anything bad to happen
>just an overwhelming feeling of comfort and love and safety
>get trapped staring in wonder and awe at the perfection of even the most simplest of things
>takes incomprehensible amounts of time to force yourself to tear your eyes away from even the simplest random normal objects because even the smallest details are perfection
>perhaps it was the beginner area of heaven where people initially acclimate to heaven, or get more used to it before advancing to a deeper better level
>wake up in the hospital
>tube in throat
>they tell me they're gonna take it out
>write on paper asking them to go slowly
>they promise
>they pull it out really fast and make me vomit and it hurts really bad
>you liars
>occasionally still dream the beautiful impossible colors
>occasionally still feel her presence
>learn about divine feminine aspect of God
>"It's not that this song's about her, All songs are about her, who is your God, where is she?"
>learn about "the thunder perfect mind" and proverbs 8
>yup that's her

>>40773654
I have a lot of very detailed memories of that time, even very mundane things like the pattern of sidewalk tiles, the color of cars, wooden fences, flowers that fell on the ground, different smells (the smells are stored very intensely and can trigger intense deja-vus) and many other mundane things. As a small child, I often walked around, looked at things and consciously asked myself: Will I remember this forever? My brain would then create a deep memory file every time, lol. It still works that way today. If I want to remember something, I consciously ask myself beforehand: Will I remember it forever? And then I remember it forever.

>>40773254
>really sassy angel/demon/jester/clown hybrid
(also goth too) forgot to say

>>40773680
seems you have great childhood and your adult life is also pleasant for your brain not to erase the old one

>>40767610 (OP)
>I had been trying to deliberately OBE for a couple of months
>I would get the vibrations etc regularly at this point
>One night doing my OBE routine
>start to feel like I'm on a swing going back and forth, feeling intensifies
>get thrown out of body and go through bedroom wall
>I am now outside my bedroom window looking around
>the world looks the same but is a shade of purple, like a purple filter over the film
>realise I'm out for the first time and get too excited
>the excitement pulls me back into my body
I had a few more experiences like this one but I never got very good at it and went on journeys like some anons.

>>40773705
I just got that swing back and forth feeling today, but nothing happen yet.
Are you able to stay in that state for longer now?

>>40773684
My childhood was not very easy and was also strongly influenced by domestic violence. The many traumas have shattered my human soul like a broken mirror. My demonic possession dwells in the cracks between the shards.

>>40773747
I was wrong then, my childhood was ok, now that make sense that you remember those time. Memory seems to stay when something intense happen.

>>40771768
Drops, melts and onsets.