In my darkest hour I got on my knees and begged, I was so afraid and just wanted the pain to end; so I told God and believed that I was a corrupt and disgusting person and begged for him to appear. I thought that would make him come and help me. Instead he did not; and now I had not even myself left to fight for; I suffered for months unable to sleep and in constant fear. When I said those things about myself to "God" it felt as if I had lost everything. And that created a vortex, where I waited for God to help but nothing came, and I started to believe I was allowing evil out of weakness, and I could feel no pleasure, because I was destroyed and in a constant state of terror. And so as I went deeper I thought I had nothing left to lose and gave into every wicked desire I had hid from myself. There was no ego left to protect.

>>40772167 (OP)
*delicately desends from divine*

to atone fir your sins Stare into the Bliding Goldemmmmmm Sun eveey day for hour on end until th image OF Gods beautiful Beaming buthole burns through yuor blasphemic brain and All yuo know feel and experience is that Divine Golden Ligh…

I Am from Haven dickniggwr

>>40772167 (OP)
I did too, and then I died.
I was in hell for weeks.
Then I was resurrected.