sup /x/, at the end of the week I'm starting a 7 day cold turkey detox from alcohol, cigarettes, caffeine, sugar, refined carbohydrates and anything bad for me in general to purify my body so I can start taking estrogen. I was wondering is there any way to channel the anguish from this into occult pursuits in a ritualistic manner? My main concern is that I am doing it in an astrologically inauspicious time of the year but this is my only chance to do it. Any advice on meditation or anything I can do to take advantage of this transformative experience and turn the negativity into a kind of metaphysical rebirth?

I smoke a pack a day and drink a liter of vodka once a week in addition to drinking 4 energy drinks a day and eating
nothing but processed food so I imagine this will be quite difficult for me

>>40773907 (OP)
>so I can start taking estrogen
you've been tainted long ago

>>40773907 (OP)
...might I ask what the physical benefits of this detoxification, pertaining to your pursuit, are?

>>40773907 (OP)
i thought purification was about ridding your body of unnatural substances. estrogen isn't natural when you're a dude

>>40773939
nicotine increases tesosterone and the risk of stroke as does alcohol and estrogen, there is also an increased risk of diabetes with excess sugar and carbohydrate consumption as well as estrogen increasing fat retention.

>>40773907 (OP)
>"I'm starting a 7 day cold turkey detox from alcohol, cigarettes, caffeine, sugar...
Oh good for you anon, I-
>...so I can start taking estrogen"
If that's why you're doing this, maybe don't put down the bottle just yet, it'll make the time before you 40% yourself more bearable.

Man, life is short
Enjoy yourself
Eat stuff in moderation
You don't need to give up everything

Before I begin: I am not a Christcuck. I am a practicing pagan with his own issues. I hope you're well. Here's my two cents here:
>pack of smokes a day
>eats bad shit
>alcoholism
>4 energy drinks a day
>estrogen
>that picture
Bro you need help. Transitioning is not going to make it better. There are deeper issues at play. I don't know if you're being groomed or what, but you are being taken advantage of emotionally and sexually. If not directly, then indirectly by predatory institutions and seedier aspects of internet and gay culture and possibly by supernatural elements one can more easily detect with mental development and boosting your Third Eye.

Ask yourself why you do these things. Are these the products of self doubt and blame? Any bad feelings you can name and put into words, maybe write physically on a piece of paper or a journal? There's a sadness here I'm familiar with and I can't help but point it out. Be emotionally kind and forgiving towards yourself, not just physically healthier.

Damn op
If you dress up like this and cover your face I will do you btw

GET THE FUCK OFF 4CHAN BEFORE THESE NO LIFE FUCKS FIND A WAY TO RUIN YOUR LIFE BEFORE YOU GET TO THE ESTROGEN,

Live the life you want, do whatever the fuck you want. Detox, dont detox, doesnt amtter