I'm an ex-incel now dirty sex haver (not rly I have a body count of 2 a kiss count of 5 or 6?) but I don't know how I'm supposed to reconcile my Christian beliefs with y'know humanity my own life and body. Am I really supposed to just never have sex again and never have a girlfriend and never jack off? I guess so but it's so fucking brutal and depressing man.
>INB4 JUST GO TO CHURCH BRO
Which sect? They demand absolute conformity and I don't fully believe 100% in any denomination, regardless of my own personal sins this does not change what the truth is and what I think is the truth, to the best extent my own sinful mind can comprehend. Also marriage in modern America sucks and is literally pointless if there are no religious taboos and I don't want to do it with the wrong person that would be a much worse sin, especially if there are kids involved, than gooning or fucking some hoe from Tinder. If anything would drag me to hell it would be that so I don't want to.

>>40778657 (OP)
>Which sect? They demand absolute conformity and I don't fully believe 100% in any denomination, regardless of my own personal sins this does not change what the truth is and what I think is the truth, to the best extent my own sinful mind can comprehend.
And I was baptized in the Russian Orthodox Church as an infant.

I think you should be thinking why be a christian. I understand the importance is being careful about lust, but never having sex ever in your life? never having a gf? why do you give so much entity to a way of thinking that negates so much the human nature?
Another option is, don't reconcile it, for now, and practice what you like; then, with time, maybe you will understand more about christianity and will reconcile them.
Don't worry about being a bad christian, religion is something highly personal and everyone faces big difficulties practicing and integrating it into our ways of thinking and behaving. Moreover, even if you never a "good crhistian" there is a lot to be gain.

bro please ignore all the sex restrictions in christianity. if you are not gonna reconsider anything else, at least reconsider this. there is zero reason why god would give a shit if you bone this girl or that girl. just live your life. i've seen so many young guys doom themselves over this type of shit, it's actually insane how much damage this mentality does. some of the highest iq and most morally rigorous lads i know have become de facto volcels because of this, and will not only fail to reproduce but will likely generate several mental illnesses on the way there.

>>40778669
>Russian Orthodox Church
Lol

>>40778657 (OP)
Yes

>>40778657 (OP)
Just find the sect of Christianity that lets you fuck women . You have >45,000 versions of it to choose from, all claim they are the correct version of Christianity.

>>40778657 (OP)
You christcucks have ruined this board, fuck off with your weepy self-repression already.

>>40778657 (OP)
POST SCAT ON VARIOUS BOARDS and make jannies lives a living hell.

>>40778657 (OP)
>ex incel

Literally just a human being

>>40778657 (OP)
Yea