Anonymous
7/23/2025, 10:54:39 PM No.40783377
In 2010 I accidentally took too much ketamine at a large outdoor party and was shown a terrifying vision from what felt like several hundred miles above planet earth. A powerful stream of white light was continually flowing into the earth from elsewhere and fracturing into billions of different sparks on arrival and desperately striving to reunify with each other and their source. I was made to understand that this light was consciousness itself, singular and infinite, the sparks were each of us intelligent animals aware of our own existence, believing ourselves to be separate entities but knowing in the core of our being that who we really are is everybody else at once. The earth was screaming in a kaleidoscope of overlapping experiences, straining under the intensity of being, crying out as the divided light is subjected to the endless cyclical torments of existence in the world of differentiated space and time. The flow of light was utterly relentless and torrential, constantly reforming and rearranging itself into endless diverse forms that replicated through endless variations, as if it were striving aimlessly to finally achieve something ultimate or that it could not by its nature do otherwise. I was made to understand that the light of consciousness is utterly desperate to become actualised in any and every way possible and is insatiable to the end of time. It felt as if the light it didn't know what it was doing or why, just that it was imperative for it to split itself into infinite forms of 'separate' conscious beings- there was a feeling of almost desperate heroism about it all, as if this was the only thing that could ever possibly be done to defy the blackness of the void. This was extremely overwhelming. The vision that all conscious beings are in their truest and deepest nature the very same single conscious being, and that we are aware of this, was extremely intense and I felt it in the marrow of my soul. The whole thing is impossible to describe.
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